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    FLED FROM HER LIPS came something of a huff; irritation prickling under her skin. not with companion but with herself, as the question sitting in the back of her throat was far from a difficult one to inquire, yet it refused to come out. alina never minded going to concerts ALONE. she had had for years at one point in her life, and the upcoming show was just another to the list. yet, the demon had come to suppose she should... try for a social aspect once again. something she hadnât attempted since e d e n, and that was where the problem stemmed from. just thinking of bringing another with her created an ache to nestle in her chest, burrowing there and forming a home like a critter settling in for the winter. not even as a date, but it still created a flavor in her mouth like she had stuffed cotton upon her tongue. it felt like betrayal even if no longer being alone was exactly what her lost love would like her to seek.
       â...thereâs a concert tonight. thereâs still tickets left. if you wanted to come along with me. or something. itâs punk music sort of stuff, not sure how you feel about that, though.â the words dripped with apathy. as though uncaring to the answer. a negative response wouldnât bring about any sadness ( perhaps r e l i e f ), but neither would a positive. instead, the blonde was simply glad the words got out finally.













