#raimus

@sleepytimeprophet

A fallen star,  Fell from your heart,  And landed in my eyes,  I screamed aloud,  As it tore through them,  And now it's left me blind,  The stars, the moon,  They have all been blown out,  You left me in the dark,  No dawn, no day,  I'm always in this twilight,  In the shadow of your heart,  And in the dark,  I can hear your heartbeat, I try to find the sound,  But then it stopped,  And I was in the darkness,  So darkness I became,  The stars, the moon,  They have all been blown out,  You left me in the dark,  No dawn, No day,  I'm always in this twlight,  In the shadow of your heart,  I took the stars from my eyes,  And then I made a map,  I knew that some how,  I could find my way back,  Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too,  So I stayed in the darkness with you,  The stars, the moon,  They have all been blown out,  You left me in the dark,  No dawn, no day,  I'm always in the twilight,  In the shadow of your heart,  The stars, the moon,  They have all been blown out,  You left me in the dark, (you left me in the dark) No dawn, no day,  I'm always in this twlight,  In the shadow of your heart

((SSL: THIS SHIT IS REALLY CREEPY, LISTEN TO IT AT YOUR OWN RISK. AND DON'T LOOK AT THE VID.))

And I never knew it

Exploded and spattered these pieces of heart  these pieces, these pieces are everywhere  since when have I become so weak?

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always some reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here

We are living our lives  Abound with so much information  Come on, let go of the remote; don't you know you're letting all the junk flood in?  I try to stop the flow, double-clicking on the go, but it's no use; hey, I'm being consumed  Loading loading loading, quickly reaching maximum capacity  Warning warning warning, gonna short-circuit my identity (ahhhhh)  Get up on your feet, tear down the walls  Catch a glimpse of the hollow world  Snooping 'round will get you nowhere  You're locked up in your mind  We're all trapped in a maze of relationships  Life goes on with or without you  I swim in the sea of the unconscious  I search for your heart, pursuing my true self  Get up, Get up, it's time to get real; can't control the steering wheel  Outside is in a veil of mystery, won't get out so easily  We are living our lives and we realize what's happening; hey Brother, watch yourself  Grab your things, don't miss your chance; find your own rhythm, and dance your own dance  Be creative, chart your course  You must know what lies ahead  Driving through the deep end of the ocean  Leaving obscurity  You are standing in the middle of another world  It's hard to feel your real emotions  You are smiling in a shirt wet with bitter tears  Let me help you find a place to call it home  We're all trapped in a maze of relationships  Life goes on with or without you  I swim in the sea of the unconscious  I search for your heart, pursuing my true self

"There are these terrors. And it's like, it feels like as if somebody was gripping my... There are these terrors. And it's like, it feels like as if somebody was gripping my throat Like last night, they are not like tremors, they are worse than tremors, there are these terrors Like last night, they are not like tremors, they are worse than tremors, there are these terrors And it's like, it feels like as if somebody was gripping my throat and squeezing and It feels like as if somebody was gripping my throat" Some say, now suffer all the children And walk away a savior Or a madman and polluted From gutter institutions Don't you breathe for me Undeserving of your sympathy Cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry for what I did And through it all How could you cry for me? Cause I don't feel bad about it So shut your eyes Kiss me goodbye And sleep Just sleep The hardest part is letting go of your dreams A drink for the horror that I'm in For the good guys, and the bad guys For the monsters that I've been Three cheers for tyranny Unapologetic apathy Cause there ain't no way that I'm coming back again And through it all How could you cry for me? Cause I don't feel bad about it So shut your eyes Kiss me goodbye And sleep Just sleep The hardest part's the awful things that I've seen "...Sometimes I see flames.  And sometimes I see people that I love dying and... it's always..." Just sleep Just sleep Just sleep Just sleep Just sleep Just sleep Wake up Wake up Wake up Wake up Wake up "And I can't... I can't ever wake up."