I had this other thought, I could be wrong, but the way Taksony came off, and how Rahas was brought up, it seemed like he was isolated and kept inside basically his entire childhood, as much a captive as anyone else. Even when he's in laggard he's in a constant state of fight or flight, survival mode, so till now he's never really, like, looked at the sky. Especially not at night, mostly cuz he doesn't really care, he does think there's anything worth looking at. For a long time his only view of the sky was through bars on his windows.
So I'm just thinking of him outside at some point at night and he just happens to look up and finally for the first time noticing the stars, and he's just fucking entranced cuz he never knew the sky could look like that. Simmons notices him standing there and his eyes are just wide with wonder, literally starry eyed, and he gets to tell Rahas about why his parents guild was named Nova and why he named his guild Cosmos and he just points up and goes "that's what our guild is named after" and just... gonna cry give me a minute ☝🏻
Awww, that would be adorable~
But you're right. Rahas had a very sheltered but abusive upbringing. The only thing he was supposed to do was to become a mindless Yes-Man, a puppet, and an assassin doing Taksony's bidding. But Shiki put the rebellious fire in him and Lynus allowed him to understand what it means to protect someone.
Ok, like, imagine Simmons showing little Ghali the amazing things in life, like the plants and flowers, the crystal-clear waters, the shimmering gemstones that can be discovered. And Rahas is watching from a distance. Contemplative. Such genuine innocence. The beauty of watching someone care for another. The genuine warmth an older figure is supposed to show to someone younger.
He never had a childhood. He never lost his youthful innocence; he never had it. He was never innocent. He can never be innocent. It's just not him.
But...he can enjoy life. His life.
Despite all the trials, the suffering, the pain; life is actually quite beautiful, you know? The stars far above. The might Yggdrasil tree fill with natural beauty. A town filled with explorers, with people who are just living their everyday lives.
Like his new family.
It's...nice.
And he will do whatever it takes to ensure the beauty and innocence of others remain untouched. He was born in darkness, but that doesn't mean he's going to allow others to suffer when darkness rears its ugly head.
So, he goes over to Simmons and Ghali. And allows the two of them to dote on him in return.












