#ragefiction

That could have been a better movie without the lone white savior from futuristuc 99.9% nonbilingual Latino LA

but can i though?

se te olvido la rayita en la ñ. y dijiste “blog". *risita en ingles “hehehe"* va ya voy a dejar de chingar ya, sorry

she does now and then, but she really seems to rely on that “i will learn it by hearing it" thing which idk how much might be true, at the cost of not studying it in other ways as much. are you fluent in spanish?

no wait i meant english was an alien language. which makes me feel bad bc we never ever talk in english in spite of the fact that my mother wants to learn

Your post got me a little confused there! My mom is the exact opposite, she says she has gotten this far without speaking English so therefore she doesn't need it. Has your mom tried to make the effort to speak it nowadays? I wish my mother wasn't as stubborn; it'd be nice to be like 

"Dearest Mother, I'm home from school"

because my mom says now and then that she wants to learn and that hearing it spoken is the quickest way to, but its such an alien language while we’re at home, even now roughly 10 yrs later.

Yeah, it's normal! But just like how speaking Spanish is an alien language in your household; that's exactly how English is regarded in my household;  I just find it strange, I never addressed anyone in my immediate family (aside from my sisters/brothers) in English. Spanish was the constant.  I'm not saying it's a bad thing (unless you're actively trying to erase your culture in an effort to assimilate); Some people are just never exposed to it as heavily as first generation children are. If that makes sense?