#quill

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Yearning glances at your form

Are all I figured this could be

'Cause I knew that I was nothing

And you'd never look at me

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You're the strongest and the bravest

Makes me feel all hot and odd

When you tell me I am nothing

Give my chest a vicious prod

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Shove me sprawling in the dirt

And pin and grunt and bite and tease

Because I'm nothing, only nothing

So you'll use me as you please

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Kinda shocking, that confession

Flushed and grumpy, still a ten

And to me it don't mean nothing

If you'll do it all again

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But I fuck it up, like always

This is stuff you shouldn't know

And I'm telling you, it's nothing

So why can't you let it go?

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I can show you how to do it

Let the memory of it blur

Let your bruises fade to nothing

Then pretend they never were

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Waiting, hiding, missing out:

What plans the Captain has in store!

And all for you. And I am nothing

And I'll never rise to more

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Should have known you'd be so fickle

Should have guessed it couldn't last

Don't you act like this is nothing

Fucking George has it on blast

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In the safety of the attic

Lying crying, feeling sick

'Cause I know now it was nothing

And you're just a fucking dick.