#quick witt

I run from any emotions, hide from them, make light of the dark, and convince myself that im ok. Then wonder why im numb. I hurt someone who loved me, and he doesnt even know why. Maybe it was because we were just morally different. Maybe it was because i wanted to spend christmas together and you had other plans, or maybe it was because i couldnt let anyone that close to me without dealing with all the shit that i keep locked away. How can i help anyone when i can't help myself. Always quick to give advice.