#queued time

If I don’t get better and not manage to not have a melt down and spiral for more than 24 hours, I am putting this and probubly all my blogs on permanent hiatus. I don’t want to have people have to deal with my shit, so yeah...Just a head up if I end up never showing up in any of my blogs again out of random...Wished I lived somewhere that was easy to die in, my dad hide the guns I think...and they aren’t even that trustworthy...fuck...Can’t kill myself even if I could without being home alone for more then twelve hours...Wish it was easier...shit.