#questionlist

You can try answering 2-3 questions per day, for example when you may feel bored, sad or negative :)

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1. How are you feeling right now in 3 words?

2. What was the most interesting thing you did yesterday?

3. Do you have a pet? If not, what pet would you like to adopt?

4. If you were a kind of music (pop, rock etc.), what would you be?

5. If you could levitate, how high would you want to be?

6. What is something on you that you find annoying and that you would try to work on?

7. Milk and honey or chocolate and syrup?

8. What superpower would you like to have? (You can choose any power)

9. What advice would you give to your younger self and what advice would your younger self give to you?

10. What is your favourite scent and flavour?

11. What color you would never paint your house? Why?

12. What is your favourite book? Why? If you're not into books, take a book from your space, open a random page and read the first sentence that you see. What are your thoughts on what you just read?

13. Why do we tend to say that dogs are loyal and cats are more independent? Does this mean that cats can't be good pets?

14. Have you ever tried a weird food? What did it taste like?

15. What is the craziest thing that you can imagine right now?

16. Can you associate black color to something happy (that happened to you)?

17. What is a problem that COVID-19 will bring to you and the world? How can you/we get through it?

18. Do you have a crush on someone? Or maybe, you are in love? What is one thing you like on that person? (It can be anything)

19. What is your favourite zodiac sign based on your experience? Why?

20. What is one good thing that COVID-19 will bring to you and the world? What are your thoughts on this?

21. If a fish and a bird met, what would one say to the other?

22. What was the last dream you had?

23. What is the best advice someone gave you lately?

24. What are 4 things you feel grateful for? Why?

25. What do you like to do when nobody's watching?

26. If things were different and you had enough courage and money, what would you like to do to be happier?

27. What is one thing on you that you're proud of? Can you think of another one?

28. If you were a butterfly, would you be one of the orange ones, the blue ones, or the little white ones?

29. Are you feeling anxious right now? Can you think of the reason why? Can you draw it, write it or record singing/talking about it? Can you make the anxious thought look like a funny one?

30. In how many years will you turn 30 years old? What are your emotions about it? What are the things you'd like to do before 30? If you're 30 or above, did you experience any spiritual change during that time?

31. Do you eat meat? Why? Have you ever searched about how meat consumption and environment are connected? How do you feel about the environment in general? If you could have a conversation with planet Earth, what would you talk about? Do you have a favorite continent?

32. Is there any way to know everything? Why do so many people want to have knowledge about anything?

33. Do you prefer knowing a little something from many subjects, or to know almost everything about one subject?

34. Caramels, biscuits or soft candies?

35. Who is your favorite celebrity? Why?

36. If you could be anywhere in the world right now where would it be? Describe that place. What feelings does it give to you?

37. Mountains, sea, or plain?

38. What is one thing that you and your mom/dad/sibling/family member/friend have in common?

39. In your fantasy, how can you connect a boat and a candle? A rose and rain? Dust and light? Stress and happiness? Cereal and a laugh? Sweat and pleasure? Waves and winter?

40. What is your sexual orientation? What is something you like on the female body? What is something you like on the masculine body? What is something in a body that you consider as gender-neutral?

41. Are there really genders in colors and body language?

42. Do you like the taste of lemon?

43. What color(s) is freedom? How would you draw it? Does it have a sound, a sensation, a taste or a smell?

45. Who are the first people that come in your mind when you hear of the words: love, lust, intimacy? What is your relationship with them?

46. What is your favorite holiday? Why?

47. When you're moody, what songs do you listen to? Open a window or go to your balcony/yard if you have one. What can you hear? Now record with your phone. What sounds does it catch that you didn't? Why did that happen?

48. How do clouds taste in the daylight and how in a rainy day?

49. What is one random but interesting thing you learned today?

50. What is your spirit animal? Your totem? Your spirit guide? Animals that visit you in your dreams? Your familiar? Your patronus?

51. Do you have grandparents? How are they? If you don't, do you remember where you come from? Who were you as a little child?

52. What is the importance of money to you?

53. What is your favorite season? What season were you born in?

54. Have you ever experienced feeling "void"? How can you describe the void? Is there any way this void can make you feel fulfillment?

55. We are all different, but what is it that sets you apart?

56. You're in the middle of a cross rode. Left, there is a dark forest. Right, there is a scary, foggy hill. Why are you there? Where do you go? Which way are you about to select? Why?

57. Wood or ground? Space or time? Wind or thunder? Above or below? Kiss or hug? Forever or sometimes? Walking at the beach on sunset, or looking at the stars on a rooftop? Dress or skirt? Touch or look? Warm or cold? Swim or run?

58. What is the greatest power in this world? In this universe? Why do you believe that?

59. If your life was a movie, which actress/actor would play you? Who would be your lover? What is the story?

60. Do you ever talk to the sun, the moon and the stars? What do you talk about? How do they answer your questions? Do you feel more connected to one of them? Why? Is there any planet you like more? Or any earthly phenomenon that attracts you?

61. Photograph or video? Poetry or singing? Dream or dance? Laugh or smile? Tiger or lion? Lyrics or music? Talk or listen? Cuddling for hours or deep conversations? Paris or Rome? Glitter or shine?

62. Are you religious? If yes, how do you feel when you think about your religion? If not, what are some other things/beings you believe in? (They don't have to be divine)

63. What is your clothes style? Do you follow fashion? What is fashion to you?

64. What are some pros and cons of media such as instagram, facebook, tumblr, twitter, etc.?

65. What is your favorite flower? From whom would you desire to receive one right now?

66. Do you believe in luck? Do you consider yourself as lucky? If not, why? If you don't believe in luck, do you think that optimism can bring "luck"?

67. What can you smell right now? (It can be many things)

68. What is one thing that you used to believe as a child, that now you don't?

69. Why would someone hang colored glass bottles from a tree?

70. Do you ever think of how things would be different just because of the slightest change in a past event? Do you ever wander what would've happen if you'd choose a different option?

71. What do you think of the number 8?

72. How many people do you have in your heart this period of your life? How many are there since forever?

73. Do you believe in past lives? Who would you be in your past life? Is there anything you're intuition is telling you?

74. Do you follow your instincts? If yes, how strong are they? What happens when you don't?

75. Could you describe your life (until this very moment) in 5 songs?

76. Forgiveness. Now, can you write down 6 random words that popped up in your head? Do they have anything in common? Do you forgive easily?

77. What is one thing that people will never fully understand about you?

78. Do you have secrets? Why? Do you want to write one down?

79. Can you imagine an aesthetic picture of a place like a room or scenery? What do you see? How do you feel?

80. What are you jealous about? What are some things you have/are that people would want to have/be too?

81. What is one kind thing you said or did today?

82. Are you an extrovert, an introvert or an ambivert? Do you have more energy when you're alone or when you're with others?

83. What is your favorite food? Do you believe in magic? Is there any way that cooking and magic are connected?

84. Do you like mythologies? What is one myth you find interesting?

85. Are you sleepy? Are you a morning or a night person?

86. What is your greatest career dream? (It doesn't have to be logical or realistic)

87. TV or radio? Classical music or opera? Train or ferryboat? Movies or series? Logic or emotion? Sharp or slick? Wide or deep? Heal or be healed? Hope or trust? Know or think? When or how? Who or why? Sweet or salt?

88. Are you easily cold? How does snow taste like? Can you imagine a place were everything is made out of food and sweets?

89. What is one thing you'd like to start doing more?

90. Are there good and bad lies? Are we just what we say or what we do or what we are scared of? What if we are what we love?

91. If you were a deity from any mythology, what deity would you be?

92. Do you know tarot? Is there any card that you feel more drawn to? Do you have a favorite spread or a favorite deck?

93. What is art to you?

94. What is love you? (Any type of love)

95. If you were a fairy or a nymph, in which element would you have power on? (Remember, this is all free of gender, anyone can answer)

96. What are your thoughts on genders, feminism and equality? What common ground is there between older and modern generations of people?

97. Have you ever tried writing a song? The music, or the lyrics, or both? What was it about?

98. Can you write down 10 positive and 10 negative things about you? Can you accept and embrace them all? Are there any negatives that are dysfunctional for you? Can you work on them? If not, why?

99. Imagine you are in front of a waterfall. Can you describe the place? The waterfall is trying to tell you something. What is it?

100. To start or to end? Circle or triangle? Launch or dinner? Romantic or edgy? Transformation or rebirth? European dragon or Asian dragon? Tokyo or London? Ancient Greece or ancient Rome? Grapes or cherries? Tears of happiness or a great laugh? Picnic in the forest or a car ride in the countryside?

Hello everyone, here we all are.

How did you come up with the idea?

The first fanfiction I ever read was a story called Fate’s Favourite. It wasn’t complete at the time, but the style of writing and the creative opportunities it gave me made me instantly fall in love with darker styles of writing. I wanted to make a Wrong-Boy-Who-Lived, because It seemed the easiest way to make someone evil to my 12 year old mind. I decided to redo the story, because the plot and attempt behind my younger self were quite good, but the execution was absolute agony.

In regards to the ideas of Antithesis themselves, most of the concepts came from my own interest in animals and biology. I brought in the parasite from my own hate, I brought in the trauma and angst from my own knowledge of mental illness and disease in general.

Why were [characters] named that way they were?

Skylar was named Skylar because in Shadowed Malice he was named as such. I think I just really liked the name when I was younger. Adrian was selected because ‘Hadrianus’ was close enough to work from Harry, and it had a name meaning which meant ‘dark’, because I love throwing in little Easter Eggs.

How long did this take?

Two years, 4 months I believe? Each chapter took around 2 hours to write, then an hour for looking over and editing.

Any random tidbits you didn’t plan that are in there?

Yes. A lot. Almost all of the humour scenes are spontaneously written, a lot of the last minute additions are things I throw in towards the end of the chapter. Small tidbits, single poetic lines that I like that fit in well. I originally didn’t plan for Theo to have a role at the end. I didn’t plan for the ending to be as optimistic either. Keeping Remus alive was a spontaneous addition, I had already drafted him as being dead but changed it right before posting. Ironically enough, Luna dying was a last minute addition that I wrote in a single moment in the edit section on the website for posting.

Did it just sit on your drive for awhile? If so how long?

No. I wrote the prologue, and I posted it likely within the day. At one point up until little over halfway in the story, I stayed constantly 20 chapters ahead of the posting date. Eventually, that stopped, and for almost the last third of the story I was writing and posting chapter by chapter basis. It never really sat for any point.

Did you ever lose interest in writing Antithesis? If so what brought you back?

Yes. I lost inspiration because I wasn’t able to talk or interact with anyone. I thought people lost interest, and I too lost inspiration. I started talking to my cat, and although she couldn’t understand it I felt better and I gained my passion back because I was able to think creatively and continue. My cat unfortunately passed away in February (2018), although I should have made her my co-author. Sometimes just talking about what you love is enough to bring it back.

Did you always have to be in one specific mood or mindset to write?

No, not necessarily. I get into incredibly focused mindset, so obsessively...directed, where I forget the passage of time and I forget what thought is. I don’t have active ideas or trails of intent, I simply type and it’s a surprise to everyone what comes out. I write from 11:30 am to 2:30 pm on Mondays and Wednesdays, and in that little time I create a chapter. Then I forget about it or post it the next day, sometimes I wait a bit longer. I cannot stress how much this story was a pleasure for me, it was a moment to relax and create instead of dealing with academics or other work.

How were you able to balance your daily life with writing this near constantly?

Well, that’s a bit tricky to explain. I write in one sitting, I take a seat and have a coffee or a cat near me, and I type. My hands cramp or maybe my laptop dies because I forgot about battery charge, and that’s that. I do what life demands of me, and when I need to breathe I write. Maybe sometime I’ll have a book on the shelf, and it’ll be your relaxing break just like writing was mine.

Why did you decide to write Antithesis in such a depressing way?

There’s a unique flair to writing depressing things. It’s an untouched area of writing- sure there are sad books or movies, but nobody ever writes the taboo. Nobody writes about how much you want to scream. Nobody writes about the days you’re too tired to breathe. Maybe I pushed too far or the story was too depressing for others, but that’s okay. Someone maybe loved it just enough, that it made their day better.

How much of Antithesis is taken from Shadowed Malice?

About all of the school years. It deviated around the fourth book, and never focused much on Luna. Adalonda wasn’t...herself. Adrian never went mad in that book. It was like a child’s crayon drawing of this, although I suppose I did make it when I was 12. I’m more proud of Antithesis than any other story.

Why did you change so much of the certain plots, or what made you turn from certain plot points and make the new ones?

I went for realism. I made Adrian weak because we all are. I made him fragile because we all are. I made him volatile and cruel and anxious and depressed and I made him feel far too much, because we do too. I wanted realism, the ideas of Shadowed Malice were too OC focused and impractical. They were foreign and focused on the wrong parts when I wanted something that hurt us on a visceral level.

Mermaid scaly creature in the fountain that had a bigger part in Shadowed Malice; why was it made so much smaller and less relevant?

It seemed out of place to create an entirely new creature that had strange powers. Even the Shades from Shadowed Malice felt wrong, I didn’t want to create an entire new culture and species from nothing. That’s why I had the Thestrals- they represent the new culture and mindset and personality of everything the shades were.

Why did you turn Luna into a thestral instead of just dead?

Because in real life, our mistakes don’t go away until we accept them emotionally and do something about them.

Why did you focus so much on magical creatures?

My personality and interest shining through. I have animals of my own, a dog, a tortoise, a lizard who passed in the writing of this fic, a snake I housed due to this story, two cats I adopted for the long nights, and my one cat who passed in February (2018) who should have been listed as my co-author. She likely wrote a paragraph of this story from the instances she prowled across my keyboard.

Why did you give so much time to develop side characters (Theo, Daphne, Ron and Hermione?)

I hate bashing. I hate the idea of writing bashing because everyone has a personality and a mindset that is unique to them, and is formed by their life and experiences. Maybe you don’t like a character, that is completely fine. You shouldn’t like Adrian, most people don’t like Skylar. I wanted to give you an option, a choice and a decision where you formed your own opinion based on the actions I wrote. You never know the experiences of others.

Are you going to write more?

Of course, but this story has said all the messages I have left to write. A different pasture now. Let the dead stay peaceful.

Are you happy this is over?

Do you believe the 5 stages of grief for the past chapter titles were written for the characters? They were written, for you and I.

What are the main messages you wanted people to hear when reading Antithesis?

This is a tricky question to answer.

People have asked me throughout the story repeatedly, “what exactly is wrong with Adrian?” We as people relate to things we recognize. We find comfort in familiarity, we like the people we view ourselves in. That’s why I never specifically answered it. I never explicitly said what Adrian’s relationship is with Luna, I never explicitly said what Adrian’s disorders are. If you write a character who is in a firm relationship, you exclude the few readers who do not identify with that orientation. If you give an explicit diagnoses, you ostracized those who judge themselves against that. Adrian has a disorder, sure, he has what you need. Some days there is no sunshine and no hope or point: some days Adrian feels the same. Some days everything is too fast and all your worries and pressure builds until it explodes: sometimes Adrian feels the same. Someday, maybe Adrian wishes he were dead; maybe someone out there needed to read something similar to know they’re not alone. I want this story to be the opportunity you don’t have, I want Adrian screaming at James and Lily to be the words you could never say to abusers. I want Adrian’s laughter and acceptance to be your catharsis.

I want you to identify with Adrian, because here at the end, he found peace. (It’s time you find it too.)

I suddenly felt the need to answer random questions so... HIHI

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
 I think so. I hope so. 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? UHM... I dont want to close my doors but, I’m gonna say NO for now. HAHA! 
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Minutes ago. :’) 
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yes, I actually do that everyday.  
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
 NO... I guess? Haha 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? NO. It’s been so long since I’ve actually thought of “someone” whilst listening to music. 
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
 Purple tee + shorts 8. How often do you listen to music? every.single.day. 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
 I’m more of a jeggings / leggings type of girl actually 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2020?
 YES. For the better (claiming it!) 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
 Antisocial... I’m actually an ambivert. I can do both. :) 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? This is a vague question!!! All of us in the family... our names all start with A so of course! HEHE 
13. What about ‘R’?
 *croo croo* YES *croo croo* hahaha

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
 NO

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
 Sometimes I do, but then I’ve learned that it’s better to have a “fuck it” attitude. 

16. Are you going out of town soon?
 YES!!!!!

17. When was the last time you cried? hmmm... last week?


18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
 YES

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
 hazelnut? WOW. HAHA

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
 No. :P

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
 the fact that I had to reset my Yahoo password for the fcking nth time today ‘cause I keep on forgetting what I fckin typed

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
 YES!! That’s my favorite

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
 NO

24. What are you sitting on right now?
 I’m actually lying on my tummy rn

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? YES :)


26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
 YES! Argh

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
 My friend Mikee

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
 NO. Hihi *knock on wood*

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Adidas


30. Does anyone hate you? I hate myself sometimes... does it count?


31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
 NO! Do you?

32. Do you like watching scary movies? Sometimes... it depends what part of the day it is. 


33. Do you want your tongue pierced? NO. NEVER.


34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
 2016. That was a shitty year. No offense to Disneyland.

35. Did you have a dream last night? No! I guess it’s because I slept in too late.


36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
 An hour ago I guess? I was watching a BTS vid and I screamed “JIMIN SARANGHAE!” while fangirling. LOL

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Who knows... I guess? HAHA


38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

Hmmmmmm... NO?


39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?


NO

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

I DID! Thank you for asking. HAHA


41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?


NO. HELL NO. HAHA

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?


Yeah. my sister. HAHA

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?


LOLYEAH. HAHAHAHA

44. What’s the best part about school?


the misadventures after class. :P

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

Yes


46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

YES! It was a thing back in highschool.


47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?


 I do. I overthink a lot so...

48. Were you single over the last summer?


Yes.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

No...


50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

cleaning my room, but here I am... doing this. HAHA


51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?


No. :)

52. Are you nice to everyone?


 NO. Haha! I am a very transparent person. I can’t hide my feelings, especially when I’m irritated.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?


YES! It was awful. Haha

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

I can last in a relationship for 2857254 yrs and NOT cheat thank you very much.


55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?


NO

56. Do you think you like someone?

I do. 


57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?


No, I wish I could though. :P

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?


I’m a girl but I think boys are waaaaaaaay better than girls when it comes to being a friend.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?


YES, I think almost all of them did already

60. Do you hate anyone?


YES. 

61. How’s your heart?


It’s still healing, still learning. :)

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

YES 


63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

YES


64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?


NO ONE. I’m that nice. Haha!

65. Are your toenails painted pink?


YES

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?


No. I think my next one will be the best one. OHA. :)

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?


NO!

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?


No!

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?


My best friend.

70. How do you look right now?
 Fabulous, as always. Haha!

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?


Yes :

72. Can you commit to one person?

YES... Cheating is a deal breaker for me so I would never cheat!!!


73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

I did once upon a time... our friendship fell apart tho


74. Have you ever felt replaced?


FUCK YES

75. Did you wake up cranky?


This morning? No :)

76. Are you a jealous person?


YES I AM AND THERE’S ABSOLUTELY NO PROBLEM WITH THAT

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

It really depends on who you’re in a relationship with. Is he/she worth-it?


78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
 USA / Philippines’ government officials??

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?


Yes.

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

Go to church, sleep, write, exercise 


81. Last person you cried in front of?


hmmmm... I forgot!

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Yes


83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?


he doesn’t even know I exist... so bye

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?


cuddling? LOL

85. Are you over your past?


YEEEEEEES! *confetti*

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?


No :)

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?


Yes

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?


*nods*

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?


Uhmmm. No. I would tell him to go home

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

YES! HAHAHA


91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?


I’m praying to the Gods, YES!

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?


Yes :)

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?


I have a baby cousin named Matthew! Yes

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?


NO, shut up.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?


NO, go away

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

HAHAHAHA yes??


97. Who do you have texts from?


None of your business hahaha

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?


Bye, Felicia

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?


 yes?

100. Who’s in your profile picture?


RULE 1: write down the rules. RULE 2: answer the questions from the person who tagged you. RULE 3: make up to 10 new questions and tag 10 people

1) what’s a really cool story of something that happened to you? a few days ago, I found Saturn in my telescope. I couldn’t stop staring at it. I stood there for what felt like years, so long that I had to keep repositioning the scope as the earth turned away from that stupid jewel in the sky. that’s really the whole story, but it was pretty damn surreal. it really gave me a sense of how kickass the universe really is. like that ball of gas with those gorgeous rings around it is real. it’s not just something on tv, or that people tattoo on themselves to be poetic. it’s a real thing. and that’s fucking awesome.

2) if you could make yourself like something you currently dislike, what would it be?
if this means what I think it means, then I’d make myself like blackberries. I hate them. too seedy and weird. but I know people who love blackberries. so if I was like them, even if some people hated me, at least I know some people can still get enjoyment out of me being around. idk if that’s what you were going for. but I’ll stick with that for now.

3) you just met your soul mate (romantic or not, you choose). what are they like? describe them. damn. this one’s tough. they’d have to be smart and have a good sense of humor. loudness is a plus, because I like people who understand being loud, but being quiet is okay too. that’d make us more ying/yang I guess. they’ve also gotta be independent and have strong opinions (although not discriminatory asshole ones, like anti-lgbt shit). they probably wouldn’t be a romantic soul-mate either, but you never know.

4) whoops! you were just transformed into a cake. describe what you look like. I’m vanilla cake with fudge frosting inside of it from this one Italian bakery near my house bc wowie is it fucking awesome. also there’d probably be an ace of spades on top of it bc I’m asexual and the outer frosting would be a swirl of yellow, purple, black, and white bc those are the non-binary pride colors. those are big parts of me, so they’d be features in my cake form too.

5) what song is your “guilty pleasure”? probably bad blood by tswizzle. i don’t really like the pop genre of music, or her music in general for that matter, but just something about it makes me want to jam out for a second.


6) what does your handwriting look like?
 shit. my handwriting looks like shit. 7) you were magically transported into your favorite book. would you want to leave?
nah. my favorite book (a mad,wicked folly) is set during the suffrage movement of the early 1900s and I would feel like trash if I even thought about not helping the in the fight.

8) pen or pencil? pencil. at least if I fuck up I can go back and fix my mistakes with out any collateral damage. 
9) what’s your favorite vacation spot/place you want to visit?
I went to Italy once, when I was younger. it was really cool and I’d love to go back and see more of the cities that I didn’t get to go to.

10) what’s your relationship with the last person you texted? best anime pal

k here’s my questions: 1) you have become ruler of the world. what is your title? 2) zodiac sign? 3) how many breadsticks do you think fit into the average meme purse? 4) what’s your favorite season and why? 5) what’s your biggest fear? 6) do you put ketchup on the side of your fries or do you go all out and dump that shit right on top? 7) what do you think is the most beautiful thing about yourself? 8) what’s a TV show/anime that changed your life? 9) on a scale of 1 to 10, how valuable do you find butts? 10) you have the option to become immortal. do you take the opportunity?

1. Favorite pet I ever had

2. Favorite car I've owned

3. Favorite meal out, ever

4. Favorite food I've cooked

5. Favorite food from childhood

6. Favorite drink on a hot summer day (include event)

7. Favorite drink on a cold winter night (include event)

8. Favorite conversation I've ever had with a person

9. Favorite total meal that I cook (list all items)

10. Favorite movie of all time

11. Favorite book of all time

12. Teacher who changed my life, and why

13. Professional mentor who changed my life, and why

14. Favorite item category to go shopping for with a girlfriend

15. Perfect day out - what, where, with whom

16. Favorite color

17. Favorite artist

18. Favorite song

19. The best paid entertainment I've ever seen

20. Favorite hobby activity that makes me get lost for hours

21. Most rewarding time I've ever spent volunteering

22. The most exciting secret I've ever been told

23. My greatest skill (past or current)

24. The best advice I've ever been given

25. The best advice I've ever given

26. The year of the best birthday I ever had... and why

27. The coolest natural wonder I've ever seen

28. The most fun road trip I ever took... where and with whom

29. The nearest close call I've ever had

30. My favorite flower - purchased

31. My favorite flower or plant - personally grown

32. My best hair day ever?

33. The most favorite gift I've ever gotten - what and from whom?

34. My most suspenseful moment

35. My most unexpected achievement?

36. The most rewarding volunteer experience I've had

37. My favorite paid employment, ever

38. The favorite dessert I've ever eaten

39. The prettiest natural landscape I've ever seen

40. The most scared I've been by a bug or critter

41. My favorite household chore

42. The favorite piece of jewelry I've ever bought for myself

43. The best cup of coffee I've ever had

44. The hardest question a child has ever asked me

45. The most important time I've had to "be there" for a friend

46. The most unusual pet I've ever had

47. The prettiest shiny object I've ever owned

48. The most treasured book in my library

49. The most important tool in my craft/ hobby stuff

50. The coolest handmade gift I ever gave anyone

51. The best anonymous thing I have ever done/given

52. The most healthy and vital time in my life was/is?

53. The worst thing I ever got away with

54. The kindest thing a stranger ever did for me

55. The kindest thing I ever did for a stranger?

56. Favorite perfume

57. Favorite household cleaner smell

58. Favorite outdoor smell

59. Most fun I ever had on a Saturday night?

60. Favorite song I ever danced to and with whom?

61. Favorite dinner my mom made

62. The happiest moment I can remember

63. Song that makes me move no matter how bad I feel?

64. My favorite patriotic experience?

65. My biggest moment of celebrity

66. My one favorite item of clothing?

67. The one item I would take to the desert island?

68. The one person I loved who never knew?

69. The most fun sporting event I ever attended?

70. The favorite place I have ever traveled to where I'd spend my whole life if I could?

71. My favorite moment as a parent

72. My favorite moment as a sister/brother

73. My favorite moment as a spouse or significant other

74. My favorite moment as a daughter/son

75. My favorite flowers to receive in a delivery?

76. My favorite cooking or kitchen smell?

77. The most significant change I've had to go through and how it made me better

78. My "biggest deal" memory of childhood

79. My favorite non-relative adult growing up

80. My favorite aunt or uncle

81. Best Sunday afternoon I ever had?

82. Favorite ice cream ever and from where?

83. Favorite musician?

84. Favorite famous person I've admired, living or dead, whom I'd like to meet?

85. Favorite environmental sound (rain, thunder, etc.)

86. Favorite person to take a walk on a beach or in the woods with?

87. Best time I've had playing with a pet

88. Nicest thing I've ever done for a little kid?

89. Favorite TV rerun I could watch 50 times?

90. Favorite item no one knows I own?

91. My favorite story/experience of the paranormal?

92. The one "splurge" grocery item I have never yet splurged on?

93. The most competent activity I do?

94. The one food item I can never run out of?

95. The favorite picture I've ever taken?

96. The most fun game I've ever played?

97. The biggest secret I still safeguard? (don't reveal it!)

98. The hardest I ever laughed in my life was...

99. My favorite fabric to pet is?

100. If I could go anywhere, be with anyone, be doing anything, right now,,, Where? Who? What?

101. If I had one hour to live, what would I spend it doing?