✦ ☆ ⋆ ⭒21 y/o butch lesbian, they/them⭒ ⋆ ☆ ✦

✿❀✧ @amarettofemme is my pretty girl✧❀✿

♡☙transmasc and worshipper of the sun❧♡

⃰⭑✸ trans safe space always, 18+ pls!✸⋆⃰

Saying “that’s not something a friend would say” in response to him saying something flirty or romantic

Likewise, saying “that’s gay,” “caught you lacking in 4K,” or calling him a homosexual

Asking him to shotgun kiss while we smoke/vape together, but before my lips touch his I ghost the smoke (a vape trick where you blow out the smoke slightly before inhaling it again) and say “too slow” or “you gotta be quicker than that”

Spam texting him with “babe” and “guess what” and when he asks what i either say “i love you” or “chicken butt”

I'll be very honest with y'all, I do not like asking for help. I love helping other whether it's support, money, or resources. My family will tell you I am the last person to eat most of the time because I make sure everyone else has first. So here I am asking for help.

My grandfather passed away in June in SoCal. I live in Portland OR which is about 1,000 miles away. Gas is expensive and so is getting a motel and providing food and care for myself, 2 siblings, partner, and nephew so we could attend the funeral in July. It took literally all my and my sister's savings, over $650. Yeah we should have had more saved but we literally are not able to.

This has left me scrambling with bills and maxing out my credit cards.

So here I am in August and I just tested positive for COVID. I can't work. I work in a group home for foster kids, many of whom are immunocompromised. I can not and will not risk them.

I am asking for literally even $1 if you can spare it. I haven't been able to get groceries in over a month. Portland is in the middle of a heat wave. I have 2 cats I need to get food for. I am OUT of my antidepressants because I can't afford them. I am at my wits end here.