#queenwithagun

SEND ME 👣 FOR MY MUSE’S REACTION TO HOLDING MINE AND YOUR MUSE’S CHILD FOR THE FIRST TIME

Gavin didn’t deserve this. He didn’t deserve to be sitting so innocently in a hospital, he didn’t deserve to act as though he wasn’t in a crew.  He didn’t deserve to be holding this little ball of squishy flesh in his arms.

And this little person in his arms didn’t deserve to have a father like him. This baby didn’t deserve to have a father who could die at any given moment, they didn’t deserve to have a father who was so dedicated to his work, rather than his family. This little person definitely didn’t deserve the nose they were graced with, obviously marking them as his child.

But, he was crying. Silently, mind you, but there were salty tears rushing down his face. Because he didn’t know what to do. This was a new thing for him-- or at least being involved with the baby was.  He knows there’s a huge chance he’s fathered other children, thanks to the fact that he’s an idiot and rarely uses protection (it’s not as if he doesn’t ask-- he just sleeps with really, really sleazy people).  However, none of these people have ever come up to him with this news, so he’s never thought about it. You know, until now.