A snowbunny's thoughts about her 2022❤️
As the new year is beginning and the old one has come to an end, I thought this would be a proper time for a snowbunny to contemplate over some of the things that have happened in my life in 2022.
For so many years I've felt 'ashamed' and 'wrong' being a white female having a passion and desire for black men and wanting to find a black bf. The truth is that I spent most of my teenage years and my early twenties hiding my true feelings and fantasies and being miserable and unhappy feeling obligated to date and being romantic with white guys. Men that I didn't want and that could never fulfill me. The biggest change for me in 2022 and the best decision I have made - maybe in my entire life - was to finally come clean about my attraction towards black men and the special bond we women share with you. I'm 28 years old which means that I've spent at least 12 years hiding my thoughts and desires from everyone and even from myself. I wasn't true to my heart and that slowly drained me. Creating this blog is the best thing that happened to me in 2022 and I can't express in mere words how it has changed my life and my mental health. I hid my feelings for so long because I was afraid for the reaction I would get and I think many girls like me do the same. I strongly believe that it's time for us girls to be true to our hearts and find it in ourselves to have the courage to become honest about our desires despite what others might think or feel - especially narrow-minded white men who still believes that us white girls belong to them! I know that there's a lot of women out there that feels the way I do about black men and who wants nothing more than to find themselves all wrapped up in dark strong arms. I have been in contact with a lot women who feels that way and in 2022 I even discovered that these women even exists among some of my closest girlfriends! I want my blog to inspire women who feels the same way I do about ww / bm relationships and who need support to find the courage and strength in themselves to search for the black guy of their dreams and experience the connection that only exists between us women and all of you black hot guys! We shouldn't hide or feel ashamed because of how we feel or what kind of men we feel attracted to! Now I don't pretend to have all the answers or even some of them, but I want to give voice to every woman out there wanting a relationship and imtimacy with black men. I'm a simple girl to be honest and I'm definitely not the smartest one either, but I know how liberating it feels to be honest to yourself and your heart and I want that for every girl out there! So in that way 2022 has been one of the best years in my life!
