#queenofawk

Hi RKD.

I see a plant, whose leaves are totally purple. It's growing in some kind of public place, like a shopping mall. I'm hearing voices of crowds of people passing by, shadows obscured in a bright blue light. There's something really odd about that, actually. Those people seem like ghosts, people standing behind some kind of glass, waiting. Seems like they're waiting to go somewhere.

Sorry if this is random, I'm trying to make sense of it.

Sweet: Favorite love song? - ever since i was little, the power of love by celine dion has always made me cry because it‘s something i LIVE to experience someday

19. would you rather have hair that changes color with emotion or get injured each time you’re touched by the person you love?

Hair that changes color with emotion

12. what book do you need to read? 

Candide

7. choose a song to live off of.

Wake Up // Arcade Fire

6. if people floated instead of walking, how far off the ground would you be?

I’d be out of the fucking world

11. if you had to choose one person to be protected by, who would they be?

ehh… we’re gonna say that my dog counts as a person

20. what are the promises you’ve made to yourself?

they took it down?? I haven't been on in years but bruh that was my childhood

3: 3 Fears

happiness, someone falling in love with me and I am basically 5 and still hate the dark

4: 3 things I love

dancing, other people’s smiles, cats

10: How tall am I

165cm which I think is 5′4? 

27: Meaning behind my URL

Wonderland is EVERYTHING to me

37: Tattoos and piercing i want

I don’t want anymore piercings, I desperately want a wrist tattoo (would have to be small) and something on my ribs

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

in front 

64: Do I believe in magic?

why wouldn’t someone believe in magic? 

134: What do I want for birthday?

[aye thanks for asking bc yas.]

Starlight: The most marvelous tune

Ok, so i’m assuming this means like: a song or something, so I’m going to go with Don’t You Worry Love by Oh Honey. idk if this answers the question but *shrugs* lol

Everything Has Changed: Something that has changed about me

AHhhHhHHhH. My outlook on life, but mostly my level of happiness. God, i’m so happy now, and it just really feels good to be happy and to be able to smile without it being forced. ldkjfa;sjdf. i have waited to be so happy for so long. gah and i feel so blessed now because i am.

Invisible: An awkward confession

lol oh lord. so like um when i was 10 and my sister left for college. and since we shared a room for most of my life i was like “oh no what if a murderer or assassin comes in and tries to kill me??” so i would like put my backpack in front of the door so that no one could enter. but one day my mom told me to chill since she tried to open the door, but she couldn’t because of my backpack lmao

Teardrops On My Guitar: The last time I cried during a song

do choir songs count? i was getting really teary eyed when we sang this song at festival. it was about someone missing this beautiful place and that their only dream is to see this place again. they remember the sights, the sounds,and the smells. and it was just a really moving piece. my choir teacher made us think of someone who we miss and who we haven’t seen in so long. I thought of my grandfather who passed away when I was 11 years old. So you can imagine I was a wreck by the time the song was over.

Love Story: A story about something romantic that happened to me.

So this was like in 8th grade. um with a guy and so and stuff and yeah. so my ex boyfriend and I were that couple that didn’t really get each other anything ever bc dating wasnt really allowed?? but so anyway, at the end of 8th grade he gave me a journal filled with these messages telling me how much he loved me, and how much he was going to miss me, and all of these memories we had. He told me not to read the entire journal in one sitting, but i did so anyway lmao. I thought it was romantic until we broke up. i still have the journal, and it kind of makes me smh but hey *shrugs* 

You’re Not Sorry: Something I’m sorry for?

To be real honest, I’m really sorry for a lot of things.’m sorry for being a bitch to a few people who really did nothing to me except try to be nice. I’m sorry for my hair that suffered literally 4 years of blech. But I’m mostly sorry for shattering a few hearts. I rejected some people, I’ve broken up with people, and it sucks because you know you hurt them, and you don’t know how to make everything better. So honestly, I’m sorry for hurting those people.