honestly feel so empty rn, I expected them to kill frank but not bonnie. :((( In a way i'm glad they went out together but bonnie goes through so much shit every season that she also deserved to live out the rest of her life.
I spent my entire morning crying over the fact that she was never truly happy throughout her life, the level of authentic joy and peace that she deserves. Cried more when I further realized that her final moments and last feelings were intense pain and shock that she lost Frank in her arms, it didn’t even register to her that she was shot! And when she realized that she was, she didn’t even fight it anymore. She was like “aight imma head out REAL QUICK!” (i’m so sorry i’ve been joking this to everyone to relieve the pain, it’s a meme) (also, liza was joking that she tried to die as quickly as she can THAT WOMAN i swear). Our girl has tears and fear in her eyes when she went out, and for that I will never love a fictional character this much again. I’m sending the whole ABC company my future therapy bills.
Our consolation: she didn’t have to spend a minute of her life with the pain of losing Frank, everything was quick, and they were together again. The woman she loves the most was holding her. Annalise was the last image she saw before closing her eyes, and somehow, I know, it brought her comfort. And I was also joking how no one else died rocking a baby pink pant suit and heels, she went out with style.
But yes, I’ll forever be mad that she was the surprise death, how bloody her death was, and how she survived so many tragedies just to end up still dying in one, all because Pe/te thought that real life is really unfair and Bonnie should be the one to depict it (via his finale interviews).
I hope you feel better soon! I suggest watching/rewatching Gilmore Girls or just basically watching Liza interviews for that reality check that at least this cutiepie is very much alive and happy. It’s somehow helping me cope. 💕