#queenkayla

(also i made the GIANT mistake of re-reading it on the plane to LA when i went to the festival and also in all the days leading up to when i finally saw The Big Parade restoration and wow i was bawling in the theater for so many reasons and im so glad that the score was so loud or else people wouldve seriously hit me over the head oh my god i kept thinking about the dog and how Jack never let himself believe that his ~good pal~ Thalberg would ~ever do this to him~ and about when he had to sleep as a child on a dirty mat in a slum brothel "during business hours" and oh myfuckign gfod i hate everything i really do)