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I've become completely desensitized to deaths in the manga. Unless I see bones buried or cremated on panel with full paperwork, I will continue to live in ignorant bliss.

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I haven’t opened my scrapbook in almost six months, lacking any inspiration. And who better to dedicate a section to than my muse? Thank you, Fyodor, for haunting my thoughts.
Hello, my dear Cheshka.♥️ How have you been doing? You’ve been away from me for some time.🥺
Hello, Snow! ^^ ₊˚⊹♡ (I was giggling and kicking my feet when I saw you here.)
As promised, here’s a little catch-up. But first, I must warn you... I will be ranting about dating apps (hearts like ours were not made for them.)
Yo broo. It’s been a while since I’ve opened tumblr. I only read fics most of the time to pass by time and i’ve been busyyyy. Adult world is tuff T.T
Anyway! How are u? Your last post was about college stuff and ik how stressful it is fr AND I js graduated and I’m employed heheee. I HOPE UR FINE DOE. I kinda miss your writings and I miss writing too.
Hello Chen dear! <3
You must excuse this delayed answer. I was so happy to see you in my inbox, but life kind of happened. I started writing back but had to stop and go take some birthday photos in the forest (such whimsy, perhaps I will share)—only then to have a man confess his feelings to me.
Safe to say life slapped me across the face. Unpolite, in my opinion. I cried. But we got it sorted, and we’re still friends. I am happy nothing changed between us, and that I can still hold him dear without anything romantic.
Exams were alright. Some were a breeze, and some had me seriously contemplating dropping out, but we survived. :D
Right now I’m helping around with my folk's business. Also just trying to recharge a bit by being on here, reading and writing, and hopefully relaxing before summer practice starts.
Anyway! Congratulations on your graduation and employment!! I really hope they’re treating you well and that you enjoy what you’re doing. :> I am curious, if you don't mind me asking, what’s your field?
I’m happy to be back and talking to you again. I really missed your energy. Please take care of yourself, and I’m sending loads of good vibes your way.
P.S: Let’s both find time to write always...even if it’s just little things on our notes apps or on small scraps of paper. (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡
If u write a book i would be ur number one reader like u word things so perfectly
Dear Anon, I will go cry and write with tears in my eyes for you, then. :’> Thank you so much. I find that no matter how often I receive compliments, I always get emotional over them because I’m happy to move people. All of this really means a lot to me.
I did try to write an original story once (I hope that’s what you meant when you said "write a book" haha), but I realized that building a world from scratch just isn’t for me. I admire it so much though! I love seeing how people go through the process—'Gold and Bone' on YouTube is an amazing project I’ve been quietly following for a while. And just recently, I read an original story by one of my moots. (Thank you @chen-nn, for writing and for simply being a creative person. ♡)
What I’ve come to understand about me is that I much prefer having a base to work from and then adding onto it. I’ve written a lot of little things recently: some Call of Duty scenarios, things about physics, films, paintings. The common thread is that the world is already there. I just get to analyze it, deepen it, expand it. ^^
For example, like I’ve said before, Midsommar was a big inspiration for my cult!Fyodor series. And a few weeks ago, I had a very strange idea for a story involving him after seeing this imagine:
If I ever were to write a book, I think it would absolutely be fanfiction... most likely a reader insert. That’s the format where it’s easiest for me to express emotions and inner worlds. :)
Thank you for reading, and thank you for feeling with me. ♡

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I have succumbed to the plague (a common cold) and now lie in my deathbed, awaiting either recovery or sainthood. The revered plague doctor (my mother) administers her sacred remedies (aerosol and pills), with the wisdom of the ancients, while her alchemist’s apprentice (my father) has bestowed upon me a most potent elixir (nut brandy), which may either cure me or send me on a vision quest.
Hello peeps, I have returned from the gulag! Ready to spend my break writing the final chapter of Creatura Innocentiae. I have so many plans, it’s honestly terrifying. Pray for me.
Also, fun fact about the gulag: the name is actually an acronym from Гла́вное Управле́ние исправи́тельно-трудовы́х ЛАГере́й (Main Directorate of Correctional Labour Camps).
Here’s a bit of a late reflection, but one that still holds true: I rang in the new year chugging stalinskaya, played chess into the dawn, and had a wild epiphany—my sole purpose? To spew out nonsense and create shit. Cheers to that, no matter when.