#qpr partner

I cannot express how much I love my partner, they are really- truly the best thing to have ever happened to me that fateful day a good few years ago.

They go through so much mentally and emotionally,I do not just “tolerate” it, I embrace it and love them through anything they need me for.

Big or small,stupid or serious- next to me I hope they sit. I love hearing them talk endlessly on calls and when they randomly text me throughout the day. Even in the middle of the night I’m willing to wake up that morning and respond right away.

I have known them for longer than I have known my brother,Joseph. I knew them during the hardest time of a lot of peoples lives. The pandemic.

River is someone who may be a little cringe creature- but they are amazing and unique. I’ve began to embrace the fact that one day I will marry someone with as much character as this person.

I will live with someone that has stuck with me for longer than most of my friends. They have been here. I’m so proud to say that I’m their boyfriend,theirs.

They are my Two Time to my Azure. My nightshade,perhaps. If they ever did anything they regret,I could only try to talk them through it all. I could never feel hate to them unless it was something very very deserving,in which I don’t think that would happen.

This person deserves everything,my love and people’s hearts.

So, I consider myself to be in a qpr. My partner and me are moving out and buying a house together, we've planned our foreseeable future together and we've discussed the fact that I don't really see myself dating or getting married but ik she is someone who wants/needs that and that I'm ok with continuing to live together even after she gets married and we can continue our life like that.

She also has a lot of automatic things that I don't give to others, like touch. She's an incredibly touchy person and I love her and want to give her that so overtime I've learned to be ok with lowering that barrier towards her. We haven't currently moved out together yet but she will oftentimes spend the night with me, like just cuddling and sleeping together, completely platonic but like, I've always explained that those sort of things to me I basically don't feel comfortable doing unless with a romantic partner, just the cuddling and the touch, etc. (I am Demi so I have been in two romantic relationships before, they were just friendships that developed into that).

I've explained that I'm demisexual to her before, which honestly she never took with a big deal just an "oh, ok" and we moved on. I also explained that like I don't have ride or dies so I'm not hers, but I had to figure out why I was ok doing all of the things I would previously only do with a romantic partner and I realized that the way I look at you is we have a platonic, relationship. That ik technically that term just means friends but like it's different, that I view her as basically the equivalent of being someone I'd marry if I had any romantic feelings.

So like, I've danced around the qpr subject, and when I said that she said she's honored and that it means a lot and so on, but we don't talk really about that much.