— This was common from her. It makes him wonder : was being her sex toy all he was good for? From the many dinners he made for her, the protection of hunters, the many nights he stayed up so she’d feel fine—? A welled up feeling pushes up his throat, and tastes like the rotten hunter he ate a few moments ago.
—— He keeps himself under composure of course, managing to burn the resentment down in the acids of his stomach. ❝—Fine.❞
—— ❝—Just make it quick.❞
KERA’S lust was boiling over the rim. She was in heat, no doubt, but she had become increasingly more HUNGRY for him each time he got close enough. She was tearing apart, just standing next to him; all she had to do is pull him down to reach his lips & he’d be hers; the thought alone made areas best left unsaid twist in anticipation. It was a gravitational pull that she had towards him ( a HELLISH one, at that. ) The lycan would even admit that, perhaps, she’d begun to believe that something as mythical FATE had put them there together; maybe love was possible.
BUT she knew better; decisions that were made in heat were never good ones.
&, as she very well knew, anything that wasn’t a solid ❛ yes, ❜ was most definitely no. Kera wouldn’t lay a finger onto his body until he gave her that permission. If he didn’t want her, then that was fine. She’d find another way to CONTROL her issue; Kera could find another boy to DEVOUR. Though her fingers were curling into fists & her nails dug into her palms, ready to scratch & tear at him as she ravaged him in the heat of sex, she couldn’t touch him now. She wouldn’t. ❝I can’t.
❝You know I can’t, Alex. I need a yes. If you don’t want to, then don’t. But if you want to & you’re ready, then, for god’s sake, what are we standing here for? I’m so tired of WAITING; I’m not a very patient person. I want to FUCK & I need it now. But a ❛ fine ❜ will not suffice. You know how we do this. You know how this works. The quickest you’ll get is a few hours, but please, if you don’t want to do it, then say so. Don’t avoid the answer.❞