[ :･ﾟ✧ ] Those set of words sent her heart to drop like a flaming meteorite crashing into the Earth’s crust. Her jaws clinched tight and her hands turned sweaty. It always amazed her how just a few words to nothing could send all her emotions down into a spiral turn. Unconsciously, her hand rested on top of the metal chain and she bit her bottom lip.Maybe, you already have. Breathing in once, Hyemin turned her body to face his. In the past it was natural for her to make eye contact, knowing he would look away each time, but as of late it seemed tables had turned and her mindset changed. She was in a battle of tug-of-war with herself. Confused of what was right and what was wrong; who’s the friend or foe; the truth and a lie. “I don’t want to lose you either… I never had wanted to. But in a sense I did…and I don’t—I don’t think I can get you back.”
He let out an exasperated sigh after her reply, only shaking his head with a bitter expression. ‘I already sense you’re giving up. I tried to be your friend, I really did, but I was right from the beginning-- it just isn’t possible. It’s not fun wanting you around and having you distance yourself constantly. I understand that it still hurts, I really do. Deep inside it still hurts me too, but I’ve moved on and I don’t think you’ll ever accept that.” he paused in between, poking the small golden head of her necklace. “If you’re telling me that I didn’t care, used you, or that I didn’t try-- even after all this time-- then I don’t know what else to tell you. If you really think walking away is going to make you happier then I encourage you to do that. As selfish as I am to want you around, I don’t want you to be miserable. Surround yourself in the friends that you have. Y’know, the ones that seem to know so much about me.”
