#punkrocktree

I want and will try to be ok! Nothing bad will happen between now its all over its just how  take in the moment and I really want to move on. Its kinda hard to explain but I feel like if I asked for them to move Id still know they are in the room and fele compelled to beat myself up and think about it and look at them and I try not to and everyone says "move move move!" but I don't believ ein running away too even though I need to get my schedualed change anyways. Lots of ways I could handle this personally but i figure I dont want to do it alone ily muah thank you