#published that

I’ve blogged about it a few times. You may see it appear in tags. Her name is Samee, she’s my best friend in the world. We act just like a couple. Even last night… Well, last night was bad actually. She was grouchy for some complicated, unrelated reason. So I took her phone and changed her password to my name. I thought it was funny, and kind of flirty and cute. She started throwing a fake tantrum, but I could tell it was because I know her that well. Idk how either… it’s just something I can do with her. I can basically read her mind. But when she found out the password she PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE. At that point I got mad so I left, because I won’t hit a girl. I try not to hit anyone, but I’d feel really bad if I hit a 110 lb little girl. Later she called me and apologized, saying she had only meant to play hit me, not do it for real. After that we got into her bed, cuddled and watched New Girl. We talked about what our future kids would look like. Then she asked me how sex worked. She’s a virgin, and I’m not so she wanted my ‘expertise’. Like I really know. I only did with one person, and I regret it every day of my life. Anyways. After all of that, she continues to say that she just wants to be friends. She’s talking to her abusive ex boyfriend again and… I just don’t know what to do!