The participant is the interviewer’s older brother, Joel. He is 23 years old and just graduated from his Tesda Course in Hotel and Restaurant Technology. 

Joel is a paddler in the dragon boat team Amihan. They have competed in various places including Shanghai, Guangzhou, and Baise in China, Cagayan de Oro, Butuan, and Siargao. 

Being an athlete helped him maintain his physical fitness and gave him a sense of discipline when it comes to his physical health. He engages in physical exercises five times a week, goes to the gym, and attends their 3-day weekly training sessions. He also monitors his diet and weight as they are prohibited to exceed a certain weight, exceeding the required weight will exclude them from the competition, the reason for this, is to maintain balance on their boat for them to paddle smoothly. Being an athlete also helped him lessen his engagement in motorcycle activities to avoid injuries, when he was an adolescent, motocross was his thing, ever since he became an athlete he has been meticulous in engaging in other vigorous activities, having injuries and not being able to compete in dragon boat competitions is out of his list. 

Since Joel is a fresh graduate, I asked him how was his journey in school now that it has come to an end. Now that he’s a graduate, he’s feeling more of the pressure of being an adult. Since he is the first child and an older brother, the pressure is big and real. His decision-making improves and chooses other people’s needs before him as he doesn’t feel the need to pick himself first, he said. He reminisced the moments when he was just in high school, he said he was very impulsive at that time and just acted aggressively, now, he realizes the changes in his actions. I asked him what situations or scenarios made him become the person he is now, he answered: “daghan uy, kay ate bany nimo (his girlfriend), ila mama, sa akong mga amigo sad.” He said that having a girlfriend also helped him become mature and improve his emotional intelligence, and adulting really hit him hard including his friends as they were very “bugoy” in high school. He has to make decisions that will be best for all and not just for him. The issue we had with our father also helped him become a more responsible older brother, he now sees me and it made him feel that he really needs to fulfill his “kuya duties.” I see my older brother as a very laid-back person, nontransparent, and emotionally reserved. So, I asked him why do you always keep your emotions to yourself? Asking him this type of question was not easy, as we don’t usually talk with each other about these topics. He said, that expressing his emotions doesn’t make any difference, he doesn’t want to burden anyone with what’s burdening him, why would he trouble someone that is troubling him? That’s his mindset. And also because he’s a “man”, he said: “di man ko angayan mag ingana oy” he meant sharing his feelings and being emotional. Sometimes I just wanna punch this man in the face, he is the straightest (he’s not homophobic though) and the second stereotyping man I have known with my father being the first. I asked him, do you think you would be like this now if it wasn’t because of your experiences? He answered, “syempre dili, mag bag-o man jud ka, imong personality og pangutok habang ga tigulang labi na daghan nakag responsibilities.” he knows that he is learning from his experiences and from the people he met. 

I noticed that Joel can make friends easily, he knows how to start a conversation with a stranger and can talk to them for many hours. His main friends are his friends from high school and they have been friends for 7 years now. They may have encountered many challenges but they’re still in the best condition. His relationship with his girlfriend is also in the best condition, they face many challenges but they fix it together. He learned a lot with his relationship with his girlfriend, it teaches him to be patient and understanding. I have seen the worst attitude of this guy when we were kids, and I know how impatient he can be. However, seeing him now becoming more patient and understanding, I could say it started when his relationship with his long-term girlfriend strengthened and became more mature. So, special thanks to his girlfriend! Joel and I were like a dog and cat growing up, we couldn’t be seated next to each other or else we’d kill each other. We just recently relied on each other after our issue with our father. He became more protective and a responsible kuya. He is a menace and “sakit sa ulo” to our parents in his rebellious phase, however, that phase is already phased out. He takes care of our parents well and has a ‘healthy’ relationship with them. He’s in the stage where he doesn’t want to ask our parents about his needs and tries very hard to provide it on his own. 

I asked him all the insecurities he faced in becoming an adult, he said it was his height, his weight, his motivations, and his future. He is stuck on what career he will choose, our parents expected that his dragon boat career was just for recreational. However, Joel wants to pursue more of his dragon boat career. He considered it as his biggest challenge now, but I believe he will pursue the path that he is more passionate about. I also asked him what was the biggest achievement he had ever achieved so far. He said it was competing twice internationally for his team in the dragon boat, his coach always includes him in the line-up for every category they were competing, and this made him feel relevant and fulfilled. His coach’s affirmation of him gave him a sense of accomplishment. With all the hard training, hard work, and discipline he did, bear a sweet fruit. He proudly said: “wala man koy medal as a studyante, pero naa koy medals as an athlete.” it’s his prize possession. This man may be annoying sometimes but I am proud of him, I am proud of this Kuya.

Sophia is Matt’s second guardian, they are half-siblings and she has been there since Matt was born. Sophia feels a great responsibility towards Matt as she is part of Matt’s development. Matt is 4 years old and just started going to nursery. 

Sophia said that she observed Matt’s motor skills development was quite rapid, at an early age he knew how to stand on his own and could walk, by now he can run and maintain balance but will still fall for being clumsy and can easily catch objects gently thrown at him. Matt knows how to use utensils and feed himself, and does not like being spoon-fed. Matt also draws shapes but not complex ones, he can identify basic shapes and colors. Matt likes to move vigorously, and he rough plays with everyone including puppies. His idea of playtime is rough and fun. Sophia said that Matt thinks the rough play is way more fun rather than just sitting and playing. 

Matt doesn’t know how to solve puzzles yet but if he were given some pieces, he would try to play with them but will eventually lose interest. Matt is good at identifying basic colors, shapes, and objects. However, if Matt doesn’t know the names of certain things, he just stares at it/them and goes silent. Similar to not knowing what to say, Matt has already a symbolic thought, he sometimes finds it hard to construct a sentence to express what he wants to say so he just points at things to convey what he wants. Matt’s attention is small and can easily get distracted if he sees a more interesting thing. Matt experiences spanking and physical punishment from his mother, so every time he makes a mistake with his mom around, he knows he’ll get punished for it. He’s an honest kid and will admit to things he did wrong. Matt is a very curious kid, he learns by experiencing things on his own, even if he was told not to do this or not to go there, he would still go and see what lies ahead. He wants to know what will happen in every action he makes, and if it results in a bad consequence, he easily catches up and avoids doing the same action. He likes to try things on his own out of curiosity. 

Sophia describes Matt as a super extrovert kid, Sophia jokingly said that Matt is an easy target for a kidnap. 

Matt is friendly with everyone even with strangers, he’s smiley and cheerful to anyone. He can make friends easily, however does not like kids who don’t share their toys. Matt also doesn’t like sharing his toys with kids but can lend toys to adults. In playtime, Matt always leads the people he plays with and doesn’t follow other people’s lead. Despite being a leader in playtime, he can’t make choices on his own and needs to be given choices to decide. Matt is very expressive with his thoughts and emotions, he will tell you the reason why he’s sad or angry. Sophia said that when Matt is having tantrums they just leave him be until he stops crying, so Matt eventually learned how to calm himself. Matt is very close with his mother and shows great empathy when his mom is hurt or not feeling well, he is empathetic and will show that he cares for you. Matt is kind and helpful, especially with adults. 

Sophia’s struggle in helping in raising him is when Matt doesn’t listen to her all the time as Matt knows that Sophia will not spank or give him physical punishment. Nevertheless, Sophia is so proud of Matt as he is a very good boy, he listens although there may be times that he doesn’t, but he’s just a kid. He shows empathy, and gratefulness, and is an open-book kid. Despite being half-siblings, Sophia loves and sees Matt as part of her life. 

Kessa, a 24 years old pregnant woman was asked ‘What aspects of pregnancy have you found most enjoyable or rewarding?’ answered ‘Feeling your baby move and kicking.’ you can see on her face that she is excited to already see this baby in the polishing stage - as she is 8 months pregnant. 

Kessa is a stay-at-home mom, she stopped working for a while when she got pregnant to focus on taking care of herself for the baby's health, as she said: ‘Enough sleep, kaon gulay and fruits tapos dili magpastress then prayers na unta sa sulod sa 9 months, makasurvive ko para makita nako akong baby.’  However, being emotional is part of being pregnant as she mentioned: ‘The past few months was stressful for me. Muhilak kog kalit sa mga gamay ra kaayo na butang tapos sigi kog hilak sa gabii.’ These stressful months made her lose some weight as she was 72kg pre-pregnancy and down to 65kg when she got pregnant, she also mentioned that when she got pregnant she easily gets tired just by standing or walking a short distance. 

Physical changes are not the only thing she felt but also emotional changes and memory lapses. Kessa became very emotional and moody, she mentioned how she became more sensitive every time her older sister hurt her physically during her pregnancy and this was her biggest challenge in her journey being pregnant. Kessa does not want to disclose any information regarding why her sister physically hurt her. She just avoids her to also not get her sister’s attention. The only thing that lights up her mood is feeling her baby’s kicks. 

I hope this will be a reminder to the readers, that pregnant women are critical and sensitive. Pregnancy is not easy and hurting them emotionally and physically is not acceptable. There are so many factors they are dealing with and being patient with them would be really helpful. They are carrying another human being in them, stop hitting 2 birds with 1 stone.