#psychelis

take a breath and choose the photo or number that calls you the most to read a message that can give you hope and strength on your life path, whenever you may need.

don’t take the reading too seriously. only take what resonates with you and leave the rest. if you're not called by any pile, let this reading slid as it may not hold messages for you. if you're called by more than one pile, there may be messages in each of those piles. remember that is a general reading and some things may not resonate with you. energies can change and readings are based on present ones (as you read); you're always in charge of your life.

(photos found on unsplash)

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You may feel hopeless when it comes to love and relationships in general. Maybe you've never been into a romantic relationship. I think you may focus (even stress) a lot on romantic love anyway, maybe to the point that you lose sight of all the other ways people may be able to provide you the love, help and acceptance you may need. And you know, it's okay if you rely on all of these people, and not just on one, to give you all of that. Don't imprison yourself into the idea that a romantic partner will be able to solve and answer all your needs... it's not affordable (and not right) for anyone to be the only source of love and emotional fulfillment for somebody. This said, don't lose hope. Stay open to receive all types of love you can, get plenty and happily. Your romentic partner will come too. No matter what age you are, what those around you are doing: don't compare, don't put limitations to your life. We don't live to reach goals by determined ages. You can walk your path as you rather and as you're supposed to, don't stress on what society wants from you but on what you want and on how you really feel about it (see any possible ego wound around love or relationships). Love, career, true friendships or whatever else you may want, will arrive once you are ready. Once you stay open to recognize them and receive them. Once you remember the good sides in you, and confront what you may be trying to avoid (which is what you may need to see, in order to really free yourself and welcome real deep true loving relationships). Once you see who you are, and try to accept and meet your real needs, no matter how different they are from the rest and what you were taught to belive about them/you.

song: first love | jurrivh; fields of gold | sting (got reminded of this one by a bit in prev and prolly it means something to/for you)

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At times it may just be tough to not listen to your fears and doubts. To trust that things are actually fine, and that the painful past won't repeat itself. It's just too hard to believe so. When it happens, please take a breath. Stop your overthinking, your need for confirmations that what you fear will become real and what you want will always escape you. You won't find peace of mind, you won't gain the control you crave so much now by following this mental pattern: you will only get more hurt and blind to what is really going on. Blind to the fact that even if you have no control, even if you cannot really say 100% how something or someone is going to be, it doesn't mean it's gonna be bad. Or just like in the past. You're not living in the past, you moved away from it. But it's okay if you forgot: we occasionally do that. We get lost in our minds and forget we are no more in a certain place. Again, breath. You're here now. Rely on your five senses to remind yourself of this, to ground you. Listen to how you feel, and ask yourself what this feeling wants you to notice about this situation. Prolly that you feel unsafe, somehow. Is it so? And is it right? You know, it's not a threat to not know. To not have control. It feels totally scary, I get you, but it's actually not a threat. The past doesn't always repeat itself. Let yourself see it with your own eyes. Allow yourself to try, even if it's so scary you may not be able to move. Go slow, like a snail. Even slower if you rather. But please don't close off your intuition in order to follow your mind where you don't belong anymore. If you feel the pull to move on, move on. Find your own peace. Embrace yourself and trust yourself.

song: there's nothing holdin' me back | shawn mendes

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You may have forgotten or had to lose sight of who you are and now you feel confused about where you are going (where you need to go, where you want to go... it's all very confused). Trying to run anywhere, or out of this confusion by throwing yourself into things and once again away from yourself, won't bring you the answers you need. Your answers are where you are forgetting or avoiding looking, in fear of what you may find. But you know, no matter what you came to think because of who you had to become to protect yourself and those around them, you won't find anything bad or negative inside of you. Just a lot of fear and a huge crave for love and acceptance. These may appear in so many forms, but at the end of the day that's all it is about. As you may try to look at those fears and need for love, don't forget that time is not the enemy but a friend. Don't listen to the urgency that may want you to "get it together asap", to "just solve it" or pretend it's all good: if you feel stuck, lost, down, there must be a reason and if you want to stop feeling like this for real and get out of this place, you need to check what it is. And you need time and patience for it. There's no way rushing or pretending will be of help. Don't hide things from yourself, come undone, be vulnerable and honest about your feelings and emotions, even the roughest ones. Accept their existance, do not judge them and yourself too harshly. There's no one that is as perfect, clean and positive as it seems, we all carry negativity within. But we always can choose how to deal with it. What to carry of it. You confusion will clear, always. Don't let the clouds block you. Ask for help if you need: you are not as lonely as you may believe you are in times like these. Look well.

it's been a while! how did i used to do this... let's see... take a breath and choose the photo or number that calls you the most to read about what upcoming positive stuff is coming for you next month. hope you will enjoy and embrace every little tiny bit of it: more is always to come!

this is part (1) of 2 september-dedicated readings. if you want to check specifically what type of closure (and how it may happen) may await you in september, take a look at my insta (@/psychelis.new) -i'll upload the reading soon-

don’t take the reading too seriously. only take what resonates with you and leave the rest. if you're not called by any pile, let this reading slid as it may not hold messages for you. if you're called by more than one pile, there may be messages in each of those piles. remember that is a general reading and some things may not resonate with you. energies can change and readings are based on present ones (as you read); you're always in charge of your life.

(photos found on unsplash)

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Your blessings may come in disguise or may mostly be a result of something, prolly a decison you will make or some action you may take. You may start something new (after closing with an old something -eg. mental pattern, relationship, habit, job...), a sudden impulse or idea will guide you to take this new step. It feels like a natural process anyway. I think you will collect all that you have learnt from that something you will end and like move on also because of it, of what it taught you, especially about you. You feel much more confident in you. And much more present in who you are now. So after this new start, this sudden impulse, blessings may come to you like new relationships, new mental patterns, new habits, new job... and it will be different cause you will be aware of what you deserve and need/want, and you won't be afraid to say no if necessary.

song: happy to be here | wookiefoot

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It's mostly mental peace for you. You'll probably get to see something that used to stress you under a different light, and this will help you focus more on yourself, on how you see yourself and how to find peace within yourself, while being yourself. It may relate with productivity too: you may feel less stressed when it comes to the need of actually doing something "productive" in your life all the times, you will appreciate more the importance of rest and see it as a productivity's part as well (we rest, gain energy, and get to do more and better when we have to). You may feel called to start a new hobby or pick up one you used to have as a child. Especially if it involves arts/colors (eg. painting, drawing, coloring, dancing, cooking...). Go ahead! It will help you focus on something else and rest your mind for real. Don't mind those who might try to criticize you and your work: you don't have to be their kind of perfect, you have to simply enjoy what you are doing.

song: catch & release | planetopia

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You may walk away from a negative situation, whether physically or not. And doing so, taking all the courage to do so, will help you attract what you want. There's a specific mental "anguish" that may originate from a relationship of sort (so it may be love, family, friendship, colleagues, classmates...). It may be a worry that actually keep you stuck somewhere, in a limbo too, in between past and future. You may have been patiently waiting for something to happen and make it change, but you'll decide to be the one to take action and make a change (even by asking for help if necessary). It'll be a gesture of self love, and self deservance, especially if you feel like your boundaries weren't respected or you didn't receive enough despite your demands. This way, by finally taking action/ setting boundaries, you will also allow your people to recognize and reach you. Whether your romantic partner, friends, nice colleagues or classmates, boss..., will finally see you and appreciate you. Love (not just from the outside but also from within) will be your greatest blessing.

song: sitting, waiting, wishing | jack johnson

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You will allow yourself to dream and stay hopeful again. You may have been through a rough period of your life where you felt like being more focused on what's negative and not going well, and even hypervigilant towards yourself and your future in particular. You will somehow find a new balance, maybe after something suddenly happens, and remove all the blockages (self-imposed ones in particular) to your dreams. You will allow them to be, you will embrace them and yourself, even just cause dreaming those dreams makes you feel good. That's a worthy enough reason, you know! If something makes you feel good, and doesn't invade the boundaries of another or makes you behave irrespectfully of another, then why should you renounce to it? Don't let your mind behave so strictly and harshly with you for having needs and desires. Just see them and embrace them. You deserve to dream, anyway and anyhow. And who knows, maybe after you remove those blockages, you'll see that at least not all of them are so impossible to reach... ;) (you don't always have to know how/when you will reach them, follow your guts)