#psuedohuman

AFFIRMATION TIME

You are beautiful/handsom/stuning

You are valid no matter what

You fur/feathers/scales are shiny

Your claws/talons are sharp

You teeth are shiny and beautiful

You are holy/unholy/divine

You are scary

You are calming

vanessakimballs: a-daks: vanessakimballs: ...

#BLOCKED #why is everyone so thirsty for locus all of a sudden? #like im there with it but like #what are we all doing with our lives right now?

Send me a ‘🌹’ and I’ll tell you whether you’re a jock, nerd, prep, or goth.

omggg s totally ok basically it means “same gender attracted” which has been used in conversion therapy before

it’s been... ok. i think i got tired of holding my patience a lot today. going to work is a lot more of a mental drag again, i’d just much rather be at home in group chats or picking up the apartment or just sleeping my life away [not really, but at least a whole day?? can’t I at least have that without any repercussions?!?!?]. 

lmao today was actually my monday, I literally have four more days until my requested mini-mental health vacation that won’t actually resolve anything, since it didn’t last time I took one [around Pokemon SuMo release. I was very disappointed and disappointment halfway thru made things only worse.] 

FORTUNATELY, I am earning between 2.5-3 hrs per paychck now of Paid Time Off, so I’m not terribly worried if I decide that I want another vacation in time of a new game release [I was looking at p5 release week but now i’m just like ‘naaaaah’ bc my luck, it’ll get moved after the schedule’s been set...... 3 weeks in advance. LOL.]

when I get my time off, i’m gonna sleep as much as I damn well please the first day [downside: waking up at 2pm to only 3-4 hours left of sun, and you work/focus better with natural light than fake...], do laundry, and clean the fuck out of my apartment and finally put it all back together, since it’s been like a month since the bug spray and I still haven’t finished putting everything back or cleaning out the cabinets again so I can put stuff away. [and I need to respray. and then I need to make sure the office has my up-to-date keys bc they are fucking dropping the ball on telling me this, i learned this from the maintenance crew that they didn’t have it, NOT THE FUCKING OFFICE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN FUCKING CALLING ME IN THE FIRST GOT DANGED PLACE, and then I need to get put on the regular spray] and i just

have so much to catch up on that really, 4 days ain’t enough, but it’s better than one day every three or four days, and the occasional two days off [of which one is all rest, the next is dragging my mental ass to get laundry done, and then i never get any improvement on the apartment done]

i’m honestly hoping I can trick/cheat myself into doing more small, less intensive cleaning over the next few days, so I have less to do, but ughhhh it’s not looking like a thing with 7 hour shifts for the foreseeable future :(

Being divinekin and having ur mate treat u like a diety is very affirming to us