First Love (Jilytober Day 28)
Prompt: One (or both) realizing theyâre in love @jilytoberfest
It happened one day in the library. They were gathered at a table, revising for their end of term exams before the Christmas holidayâ a scene not out of the ordinary.Â
Sheâd asked him to quiz her about the twelve uses of dragonâs blood discovered by Albus Dumbledore, to which he amicably agreed. She couldnât remember the twelfth use for the life of her, and after a moment of grumbling she acquiesced and asked for the answer.Â
âSpot remover.âÂ
âUgh, Iâm never going to be ready for this! Iâm going to fail my exams, then fail my N.E.W.T.s and I wonât get a job, then Iâll be destitute and have to live on the street!â Lily succumbed to the stress of days spent cramped up in the library.Â
âNonsense,â James teased, lightly tapping her on the nose with the pile of review parchments sheâd handed him. âYou know weâd never let you end up on the streets! We take care of our friends!â He said it lightly, and everyone at their table laughed at the new light-hearted teasing found between the two of them nowadays. Lily forced herself to laugh along with them, but found the task hard to accomplishâ due to the newly formed stabbing pain in her chest.Â
Newly formed wasnât giving it enough credit. It had been there the last few weeksâ more in the form of a constant ache, rather than a stab; but today the pain was acute and agonizing. She wanted to double over at the waist and cradle her chest against the pain. Sheâd always known James was a powerful wizard, but sheâd never known him to be able to inflict such agonizing pain with just a word.Â
Friend.Â
It was as if it was an unspoken incantation, for the reaction it caused in her. Friend.Â
Theyâd come a long way since the start of the year, and had anyone asked her before this exact moment, Lily wouldâve said she was more than proud to be friends with someone like James Potter.Â
But somewhere along the way, something had changed. Now she didnât just anticipate his company, but longed for it. Her day didnât feel like it had truly started until she saw him. When he smiled at her, the same friendly smile he bestowed upon all his friends, she felt her insides warm as if she was glowing from within. The more time she spent with him, the more she realized how truly funny and kind he was, and she noted his unwavering loyalty to those who were lucky enough to be called a friend.Â
So really, she should feel overjoyed to be included in those James Potter considered a friend. Truly.Â
But why did the word suddenly feel so empty?Â
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I know itâs short!!! But Iâm kinda obsessed w this prompt and it has inspired a full length fic.Â

















