#probably disordered

So... being afraid that people you used to think were your friends, kind of, have suddenly started hating/being annoyed by you -- possibly because you were annoying them by demanding too much attention or possibly because of something someone else said -- but have only been showing it in passive, difficult-to-interpret ways is a common symptom of anxiety disorders, right? So it probably isn't true, at least in most cases...?

people like to say that you'll be fine and it'll work out and you won't be alone forever but you see sometimes these things do not happen