#privatepost

I know we are friends

I know that you care for me

I know that I can trust you

I know that you’ll always be there for me.

I knew that I liked you

I knew that you’ll never feel the same 

I knew that if we passed the thin line we have between us 

it would ruin everything.

We passed that thin line I never thought we’d pass.

Things are blurry

Things don’t feel right

Things are different.

Am I overthinking this?

I never thought I’d be so scared

I never thought you would say those words to me.

You said i love you.

I didn’t say anything back.

but just in case...

You were always a mystery to me

I thought I was making things up in my head

but now I know you did do these things tor me

because you do feel this way.

It always seemed like we both avoided what we were feeling

we told ourselves it wasn’t right

we just told ourselves to forget about it.

Once our lips touched

these feelings came back.

I freaked out and pushed you away

thats all I’m ever good at.

I want to feel your touch again.

I don’t want to ruin what we have