#printilan

After all this time, I realize that all of these clothes, shoes etc are only small parts of the long journey. That is only ceremonial.

I think it is enough for me to think about my suit, my mom's kebaya, my father's suit, my lovely vano and everyone.

Too many energy wasted for my insecurity. I dont think that is good.

Let me do the average effort and let everyone happy. Again it is a very small part of my big and long journey.  

Above all the most important thing is my relationship with her works and we grow up together showering each other with love, care, and support.

Today D-3 and I am still occupied with all the printilans.  

Oh I am tired but excited to do my holy matrimony and adat reception. Meet our friends who we love and enjoying the party.

Oh God, the next 3 days I will be husband and I'm the leader of my family.

God please make me able to do the right things.