I love the song "Bloodstream" by Alyssa Grace, and I know it is supposed to be about an abusive romantic relationship or a parent/child abusive relationship BUT to me it can be about an abusive/toxic sibling relationship. And the last two paragraphs fit Logan and Hobw so well in my mind. The yellow words are said by Hobw and the purple ones by Logan:
You never laid your hands on me, and that's something that I'm grateful for
(I'm not sure about that but I can imagine Hobw be in a stage of denial and say "well, he never hit me so it could be worse")
But I should've known that you'd gone mad when I saw the way you punched your doors
I also don't think he'd loose his cool that way BUT she definitely had a realisation moment
And I don't regret loving you, 'cause I know that you needed it
Because that's her brother and she did love him and probably still does to some extent, and being queen, she understands what he went through.
But the way you treated me made me feel like a little kid
Canonically he treated her like a child and even Walter says that (when he tells her that her signing the petition my show Logan that she is her own person with her own opinions)
And something deep inside of me tells me that you're not better now
Probably how she felt when he went "oh btw I'm gonna disappear for a little while so that Albion can heal because if I stay it won't be able to" (not even exaggerating what he said that much)
And I'm sorry that I couldn't help, but I'm so glad I made it out
(This part is Logan when he gives her the throne)
And I'm crying on my mama's floor, why don't you want this anymore?
Hobw who still longs for a brother/sister bond but Logan can't bring himself to connect with her anymore
And I'm craving you to change for me
Hobw wanting him to be her brother again
You're saying, "I hear you, and I love you, but my heart, it hurts for you
What Hobw thinks Logan thinks when he looks at her on the throne (which is why the " are in yellow and not in purple) /what Logan actually thinks of her when he sees her on the throne.
And I just cannot give you what you need"
What Logan thinks too
Am I too much? Am I enough? 'Cause you said you wouldn't give up
Logan wondering how his family feels about him
Now I'm numb on my knees, praying to God you'd talk to me
Both siblings but you can imagine Hobw holding Walter's dead body and looking at Logan telling him while screaming/crying that she wants him to be close to her again
Wondering what it takes for you to stay off my mind and far out of my bloodstream
Hobw trying to accept Logan's departure and trying to live despite him being gone OR Hobw wondering why he left. Had it been "it'd take", then I would've said it's Logan not understanding how his sister found the ability to spare him.
(By the way I made an edit following that a couple weeks ago)
