#prince gian

Okay, so I have been posting few (or is it considered many already?) posts about Princess Hours (Goong), it is because I have been addicted to it since it re-aired on ABS-CBN on November. Plus, I receieved a gift during our Christmas Party that granted my wish list to receive Korean Dramas in DVD. (And one of it was Princess Hours) so, I am really really addicted to it naaa.

If I were to ask which character resembles myself, I would probably say, I would be Prince Gian. (Shin Goon) I could see myself in his attitude. He listens to music a lot, because he is trapped on a position he didn't even wished. It's like everytime he listens to his favorite song, he forgets the world, and have fun just for a while. He has that mysterious attitude that he keeps his secrets and problems to himself and wouldn't let anybody else care about it because he would rather hurt himself than let others hurt too, not knowing they are already been damaged. He is the type of person who is not close to his parents, because his parents are expecting him to be perfect, because he will be crowned as the king one day. But despite his egocentric, boring (in some ways) boastful and mysterious attitude, he has a soft heart that only Princess Janelle (Shin Chaegyung) opened and dug. Love was the one that shut down his negative attitude and opened his never-before-seen sweet personality. 

I started to realize that I have been Prince Gian in my whole life after I watched the series. I didn't know why I didn't get to hate Gian everytime he hurts Janelle, and why I cry everytime he's the one that gets hurt. Then I realized I had Gian's character. My parents want me to be perfect that I became egocentric and neglected other people. I would keep secrets and problems by myself because I don't trust anybody. And because I get hurt by myself, music has been my partner the whole time. But, one thing that is lacking was, there was no one who opened my heart. (yet, maybe. And I hope.) No one who has made me laugh my problems out and turn them into positive thinking. I haven't met that optimistic person in my life that would turn my world upside down. That was then, I knew, I was Prince Gian all along. That I need a Janelle (A guy version, of course.) who would color my world, and add life to it. Whoever you are, Janelle. I am patiently waiting for you. But I beg you, please come faster. I may choose the wrong person and not end up happily.

PHOTOBOOTH.