i did say i'll do miso and i DID i jst didnt have good art of em so uuhhh whiteboard stuff wiae ALSO PRETENCE i love pretence pls come back we miss u freak. nothing more just. freak.

love this guy 👅

Hey guys! This is my first post, sorry if I'm doing this wrong, posting on tumblr just confuses me,, :-D But uhh i drew Pretence, hope ya guys like it! And hope I'm doing this right... But i drew this using Krita! :-)

They are all forgetting me. Quietly, like I’m being erased in the background of their lives. And even though I wished for this, even though I told myself I wanted space, it still hurts. I knew I was replaceable. Like a chair people sit in only when all the others are taken. But it still hurts, more than I ever admit.

I know he will go too. I can already feel the distance stretching, like a road I know I’ll be left standing at the end of. I will be abandoned again. It’s happened before. I’ve memorized the silence that comes before someone walks away. We are never meant to get what we wish for. Not really. Not the things we whisper into pillows at night.

And now, I feel like a stranger in everyone’s life. Like a bookmark left in a story no one finishes. I don’t know when it happened, but I stopped feeling like I belonged anywhere. And it’s okay. It has to be. It’s not new. I’ve carried this emptiness before. But somehow, it still finds new places to hurt.

I thought I had a real friendship with her. I really believed that. But now she’s fading too. They all are, like stars disappearing before morning. And I will be left alone again, with just myself, and the silence I pretend to be comfortable with. And it’s okay. I just didn’t expect it to happen so soon. Maybe that’s why it cuts so deep this time.