#pregblr rant

I hate feeling like I'm not entitled to be happy about becoming a mother simply because of my age. People seem to never let me forget that as a soon-to-be teen mother I have only made a mistake. Well my baby girl is no mistake. There are women twice my age who do not truly appreciate the gift of a child, and with me being 18 I believe I have a pretty good grasp on what a blessing my daughter has already been in my boyfriend and I's life. From here on out it seems to be nothing but proving everyone wrong. I'm fine with that, a baby is never a mistake in my opinion. I'm pro-choice, but my choice has been to keep my child. I refuse to give anyone the benefit of thinking I need their approval in this beautiful creation. Just me, my bump and my boyfriend.

You know this has been on my mind lately, all the plus size pregnant mama's I feel you! We can never find affordable, comfortable, good fitting cloths. I mean I work at Kmart and we have a uniform to keep to and all I can find in maternity cloths is yoga pants (which we can't wear) and for shirts good luck!!! Skinny mama's you are lucky because y'all can buy all the cutest good looking stuff when we get stuck with the Wal-Mart side of things that make us just look bigger than what we are! I had a lady come up to me when I was pregnant with my daughter and ask if I wanted to join a gym because I shouldn't be that big! I was 7 months pregnant and it was obvious and besides that I didn't gain that much weight with her either. Skinny mama's just be lucky.

"Have a light beer." "Have a glass of red wine" Are you stupid? I'm fucking pregnant. You don't, even if it's jokingly, tell a pregnant girl to drink. It makes you look ignorant and a immature fuck tard in my opinion. So damn close to just going off the radar for a few weeks.