#preadventurejitters

I do have fear. I have it. Like everyone else. I may not show it in the things I do and the hobbies I choose but I have an enormous amount of fear. It is overwhelming. It freezes me. Bringing me almost to tears, this fear. The fear of the unknown. Of going out on my own, even if I may know some people but of going out into the world on my own. It is scary. My heart beats fast. I’m frozen in my tracks. I just need to finish up, get over this hurdle, and get on that plane. I need to go along with faith and squish that fear. But I wanted to admit that I am susceptible to fear.