Prayer warriors, I need you again!
So, I seem to have made a huge mess.
I've been terrified to bring up David to my parents, especially my dad, because I'm trying so hard not to mess it up. However, it seems in my efforts to not mess up, I've messed up a lot.
I've been avoiding talking about him and haven't asked to bring him over, which means I've been just going to see him. My parents have no idea who he is, and they expect the worst because he's older than me. They fear the worst, as parents, and I would too, so it's warranted.
I haven't been honoring them (or David, for that matter, since my failures have skewed their image of him before they even know him) and so I need to repent and ask to start over with this.
Talking to my parents about anything is extremely difficult because of my past wounds and their difficulty to grasp anything that has to do with my faith and beliefs. I've been praying up and asking God for the right time and place to do this, but it's still daunting. I know God has placed me here for a reason, and that this step of obedience is going to launch me forward into the new season He has for me.
If all of you could keep me in prayer, I'd really appreciate it!! Please pray for clarity, wisdom, discernment, and a steadfastness within me so I can hold my ground (humbly) and not shut down or get defensive.











