#pppppppppppprose

[edited so i can post here] prose

listened to Jinx then beach lifeindeath

my mood instantly gets worse when at school. it sucks

creative endeavors also get me down. it sucks even more

my data is out until the 30th, i'm on 2g right now. using my school provided chromebook to still watch videos while i eat

it's 8:23 … pe starts at 830. i don't like this class. i gotta dress out

skipped breakfast im so damn hungry

i don't know how anything is gonna work out, that should be exciting

i don't know if i wanna be with them. we'll see what happens . part of me is worried it'll completely ruin me. if they ditch me then it'll just be a taste of my own medicine anyway ,can't say i wouldn't deserve that

i have survived a lot worse shit though so maybe it'll be fine

i'm crazy. and things are beautifully chaotic

songwriting makes the most magical things ever ever ever but its impossible to do. that makes sense actually. it should be difficult to make something magical don't know why i never thought of that

the better something is the harder it is to get

it's like sex

but for the mind