Thank you to every single one of you for bearing with me in this time which for me means a lot; all the kind messages, the condolence calls, just putting up with me being a bit of a mess and doing things out of character for myself. I got some relief yesterday after putting her to rest and I have a feeling she'd want me to do this because when I do this: post pictures of @justingossman I 1) connect with people 2) often get to reach out and help other people I know it may seem like I don't see you guys but I see and value all of you and the purposes of this account encapsulate: helping @justingossman & every single one of you I possibly can in any way, it also helps me connect with cats in need or any furbabies who I can help. The truth is Bandit the cat taught me how to love, she taught me what love was and left me with that love which I know she would have wanted me to share with everyone....We have a neighbour who has severe depression who reached out to me to tell me she would visit her and force her to fuss over her because Bandit seemed to sense when things weren't right....We travelled a great deal together, her on my lap staring out at everything around us in awe and amazement...she experienced so much; snow, ice cream, mangoes, bananas, smoked salmon, lasagne, radiators, Purina Dreamies...but mostly everyone accepted my fur baby as a part of me and as a part of this account, the Co admin of this and my Co pilot in life; there to shove her paw on my face if I annoyed her or scream at me if I wasn't taking care of myself....Thank you every single one of you for every single thing you have done for us both....she'll always be my baby no matter what. ----- @justingossman as seen during the @narsissist #PowerMatte #LipPigmemt #campaign with @bellahadid // follow his band account @thetoyguns and his band mate @troybraunstein too!