send prompts / @poweresides: āĀ you donāt ever have to pretend. not with me. not ever.Ā ā
The year he had spent in Casterly Rock had been far better than his time in the dungeons below The Twins. Robb couldn't quite grasp the irony that his savior from those stone walls and iron bars and physical and emotional torment was the very man he used to keep captive in a CAGE. Jaime's hospitality and honor made this FALLEN KING feel ashamed for how he had treated his captive. War camps were not the life of luxury like Casterly Rock, but that didn't excuse some of his behavior towards Jaime, especially now that the man had rescued him and they had developed . . . something. It was strange, they were enemies, both of them had done things that should warrant hate and yet Jaime was kind . . . mostly. The older man annoyed Robb to no end, but between the annoyances Jaime still provided him with information, as dreary as the news was. His sisters missing, his home lost, and even during happier news such as Joffrey's death, Robb chose not to voice such an opinion, instead focusing on his sister's disappearance. During his healing process he had spent many nights dreaming of finding his family and returning home, it wasn't possible now, but the thoughts still kept him going, and he'd find himself on the balcony of the room given to him, staring off at the sea and hoping that one day he'd be free to find them.
Unfortunately, spending time with Jaime meant the man could read him now, and it was an upset when Robb turns to look at the man, surprised at Jaime's honesty. Jaime had named him ARTHUR, he was a young man who worked in the STABLES, he was a PRISONER, just one not behind bars, and one Jaime's family didn't know existed. Yet when they were alone Jaime still called him Robb, he still offered him a smile, they conversed and Robb, lonely as ever welcomed the company every time. How was it that he knew more about Jaime Lannister than he did himself?
" I am just brooding, Jaime. Not unlike my brother Jon, he made the act of brooding look good. " His wounds were healed so he could stand tall, yet standing tall felt like a farce. He was no king, he lost the war, lost everything. He doubted the North would welcome him back with open arms and so he brooded, his family's survival his only solace. Swallowing once, his blue eyes settle on Jaime, and his expression softens. Almost his only solace. " I can't pretend with you anyway. You somehow can read me, must be those years in the Kingsguard, a helpful talent. "
Turning fully, he leans himself against the bannister, arms crossing against his chest as he curves a smile on his face. " What brings you to my room? Your friendship with your favorite stable hand will be the talk of the castle if you keep popping in here. More marriage candidates? You'll have to let me know if your father forces you to attend anymore dinners, the details and your complaints have been far more interesting than any book I could read. " Tywin's desire to make Jaime settle down and produce heirs had been a fun topic of conversation between Jaime and himself, one Robb could relate to for his own different reasons. Before the night he had taken that arrow and his inhibitions had been lost from Sybell's drugs, women had never been on his mind, marriage had never been a desire, more of necessity of knowing one day he would need to as Lord Stark . . . but even when Theon would drag him to brothels he never once gave in, never even wanted to. He had grown to love Jeyne, but their marriage hadn't been romantic or wanton on his part.
The reasons are his own. " Though Jaime, please. You don't need to worry about me, I'm alright. You're a far kinder captor than Walder Frey . . . and myself. I certainly wouldn't have came to you and told such kind things. You're a better man than I gave you credit for . . . and if Lady Brienne's vow towards my mother transferred onto you and made you decide to pity me . . . I suppose I'll never stop thanking you . . . Will I? But either way . . . I play pretend for a living now. I'm ARTHUR remember? "