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im watching g r e y's a n a t o m y and. like. i just. im so confused?? george in an episode: fights like a motherfucker to get a patient the money he needs to pay for his surgery, yells at the chief of medicine, generally is so empathetic w/ the patient that u could argue its overly-empathic george in literally the exact next episode:: bailey "this guy isnt dead yet so i want you to try everything u medically can to save him" george "but hes DEAD" *whines so incredibly hard the entire episode, about, trying to save the life of a patient, as if that isnt his job as a doctor* im??????? what??? what?????? this feels really inconsistent

awwww man turns out the doc mom just went to was a suuuuper crappy one :+(( so like she still has rly rly bad jaw pain+some other stuff, and she'll have to see another one to get it diagnosed cuz this doctor was like "eh, if it hurts take asprin and apply heat." and mom was like "yes ive been doing that for months n it still hurts" and the doc had the gall to say the pain "might just be one of those things." yepp. just one of those things. like if someone says "every morning i wake up and my nose itches, but 2 min later it stops" thats just one of those weird, unexplainable things. if someone comes in and says "i have consistent pain in this area" you............. dont get to just shrug it off. youre a fucking doctor. your job is to have someone say "xyz hurts" and then u find every single goddamn thingg that could cause xyz pain thats..... like what the fuck else would you do as a doctor im ???? augh.

got my student id and finished day 1 of class. it was kinda nerve wracking but like,,,,,, i got through it, i'll live. plus the teacher seems sorta nice and so do my classmates. now im at the doctor's office cuz my mom's not feeling 100%

in line @ the college to get my student ID, finally, and im taking a class too. its a psych 101 type class. i was gonna do women's studies but it got cancelled so i am NERVOUS abt bein around NTs that just wanna dissect Weirdos Like Me Ha Ha Ha but like *shrugs a lot*

my grandma was here the other day and she said "i'm no indian giver" and then she, like, immediately paused and blinked before anyone could really say anything and she was like "you know what, i heard that phrase a lot as a kid, but thinking about it, that's probably a pretty bad phrase, huh? i should stop using it. sorry." and im just like "A+ grandma. good job." like ok its not cool to use a shitty, offensive, racist phrase but like. to be talking and say a bad thing and actively realize the exact words yr saying and like to acknowledge them as offensive?? and apologize? without even having someone else take u aside and let u know that its bad??????? thats good. that can be rly hard to do sometimes.