#postshiftthoughts

In the wake of a shift, after 3+ years, I don't feel as insane as I thought I would? Nor do I feel as 'complete'? I mean, I no longer have doubts about anything... I shifted (basically) on command, and actually spent time in my DR... however... I barely had that overwhelming rush of excitement? I thought that i'd go batshit the moment i shifted but no it was more of a silent shock like "oh... i'm really here. this place is actually real. they werent lying."

I was moreso concerned about the nature of my surroundings and my face rather than the fact that i shifted realities. It was like I snapped out of a trance, which was my CR, and remembered that i existed in my DR. I don't even know if i'm explaining this correctly, but like.. my CR felt like a really bad dream or someting. I knew it was real but at the same time i was questioning everything because the shift felt so insanely natural that it was almost impossible that what i had experienced for the last 17+ years was real...? Now that i'm back.. my DR feels like how my CR felt in that moment. Ahsksjajak this is so not how i wanted my first shift to go 😭it was just so random and unexpected.. and also it happened during the DAY in less than 5 minutes without any meditation or stuff like that. And straight after i shifted back, i ate mcdonalds and went about my day... as if I didn't just travel the multiverse? Like hello???????

Expect more rants on this . If there are any experienced shifters in the comments i'd love to know how you guys process waking up in your DR and actually being there.