#post 81

I'm tired of feeling like I can't win. I'm tired of people getting upset with me for things that I like doing and then giving me crap for not being the best at it. I'm tired of feeling like a loser that everyone hates every single time I log into tumblr or step out of my house. I'm tired of feeling like I don't belong and people don't care about me. I'm tired of hurting and not know how to say it so no one gets upset with me for feeling the way I do. I'm tired of feeling all alone and being all alone. I'm tired of feeling lost and uncertain. I'm tired of wanting attention to make me feel less alone and getting ignored. I'm tired of wanting people to talk to me and being told that I ruin all their efforts. I'm tired of feeling like a screw up and being a screw up. I'm tired of ruining every good thing that comes to me. I'm tired of getting the short end of the stick.