do you ever just like.... have an idea.......... but you’re not sure if you’re just being That Pretentious Art Person or if it’s an actual idea ??
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do you ever just like.... have an idea.......... but you’re not sure if you’re just being That Pretentious Art Person or if it’s an actual idea ??

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my favorite thing to do
at the beach
is sit on the balcony
and listen to the waves.
as i sit in my
new apartment,
as cars pass by,
i’m reminded of the waves.
poem snippets
it’s all the same
you’re pretending you feel differently
maybe it’s better i don’t have it
it’ll hurt too much to lose
a flower that should’ve wilted
instead grew roots
~~~
we’re all liars
the worlds gonna end
and it will happen
again again and again
cradled in your hand
i know what true love means
wash away my apathy
i soften at your sympathy
you cry for me
it’s all i ask of you
a sacrifice for me
i don’t even beg you
a sinking ship
no land in sight
an anchor to hold me
the waves say goodnight
~~~
how long will i have to wait
for just a little taste
of everything ive desired
to be someone admired
electrocute me im wired
set to fire
you’re a fool
if you’re tired
ready to lay bare
exposure is the dare
i never knew you cared
i’m choking on air
is there something you can say
to make the future okay
or was it all a trail of treats
leading to a feast
my brain has grown spikes
in the forefront of my mind
thinking stabs my skull
but it’s something i can’t control
sliced in two
unable to undo
the roof caves in
underneath the rubble
my body lay
lost in a haze
the same damn maze
but every night
as i try to sleep
my mind is lost in waves
currents tear away
erosion into nothing
i refuse to obey
validation isn’t something
lands forced to waste
what’s wrong with me
for wanting to die
as soon as i decide to live
a privilege i never knew maybe
or maybe life is just harder
should i be ashamed
of wanting a happily ever after
an anger consumes me
and it’s all i’ve ever known
born with a spite
and no where to call home
a thirst for suffering
i feel it in my bones
i don’t know how
to make the hurt known
i look away from it
i avoid every sign
my friends, family, and doctors
they didn’t see a reason why
but i am just another to the slaughter
a murder suicide
for i kill myself as i take my life
a theft of everything
the end of time

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and when you stand near him
you can hear crickets
and when you feel his breath
it is a cool night breeze
his eyes sparkle like a distant star
and his smile is closer to mars
bursts of light
in my chest
make me
lose my breath
but i
don’t know
what to say
next
their eyes upon me
make me hide mine
they all watch
with taught chests
a hunger in them
laying in wait
i want to know
how to sate
let them come
let the bombs rain down
i want to see it burn
i need them to learn
not first or second
not last either
im starting to wonder
why are we still here
a forest on fire
reflected in your eyes
my smile wont reach yours
a purity found in ash
desolation should be imminent
but they hold their fire
a fear of what’s to come
as if we’re not all scared too