My mind races and I close my eyes, then I have some sort of revelation and I think about it. Some new way to implement training and become stronger. Of course I forget it in the morning, but it happens and I just...sigh. I have more trouble sleeping than I do have with anything else. The best thing I can do is rest my eyes. And then the next day, I’m tired and when I reach my bed, I either do the same thing I usually do or pass out. Maybe if I talk to my staff Sgt, he might get me watch during the night, and I can sleep during the day. It’ll be nice to sit and have some energy to burn as I stand and guard. Plus, I would be somewhat enthusiastic about it. It would be of my own choice and it’s one less spot to worry about.

(Just a Rant) ((Though if you also have the same problem, go ahead and reblog this if you like)) Lately I haven’t been able to sleep at night. I’ll lye in my bed trying to sleep but dozens of thoughts will buzz around my mind, most of them about someone I care for or worrying about my body and how it might deter someone from loving me and wanting to lay next to me at night, but nonetheless I just can’t sleep properly and it’s driving me nuts when I have work the next day and on top of that the thoughts will occasionally come to me while I’m at work and just make my energy drop.

Please help