#polyamorous x reader

you wake up again to the sounds of people moving around the apartment, you stay put and listen to the shuffling and chatter. you quickly recognize your boyfriend’s voices, they’re trying to be quiet but they’re not particularly good at it. 

rubbing your eyes, you climb out of bed, still with a throw blanket around your shoulders. you trip over your own feet slightly, almost falling, but you catch yourself before your face can have an unwanted meeting with the floor. 

the bedroom door squeaks as you open it, and you hear the talking stop, but it starts up again after a moment, both of them blaming the other for waking you up. you laugh, making your way into the kitchen where your boyfriends are sitting at the breakfast bar. 

“mornin’ sleepyhead,” changbin teases, earning an eyeroll. 

“like you’re any better, binnie,” felix responds, laughing.

you sit on the stool next to felix, resting your head on his shoulder, “this is why felix is my favorite.”

changbin rolls his eyes, “i was the one that went out to get ice cream at 3am so y’all could eat it while crying over finding nemo.” 

you lift your head and point at him, “you said you wouldn’t make fun of us for that.”

“i’m not making fun of you, i’m just stating a fact.”

“speaking of ice cream and movies at 3am,” felix butts in, before the two of you can start bickering, “we should do a movie night again. we still haven’t taken down the fort from the last one.” 

you hum in agreement, “corner store and boba?”

“hell yeah lets gooooo!” changbin is halfway to the apartment door before he’s even finished the sentence, you and felix laughing at your boyfriend. 

you drop the throw blanket back onto the bed before grabbing a hoodie and sneakers and following your boyfriends out the door. as you walk to the store you chat idly, by the time you get there you’re holding hands with felix, changbin’s arm around your waist.

you quickly grab snacks, and changbin ends up paying, you and felix both grumbling about it, but you both forgot your wallets so there’s not much you can do.

you decide to grab ramen bowls as well as bubble tea from the boba place, you fishing a gift card out of your jacket and holding it up triumphantly before changbin can pay. he rolls his eyes, but he’s fighting to keep from smiling. eventually felix pokes him in the shoulder a few times and he loses the fight, trying to swat felix’s hands away. 

once you’ve claimed your order and thanked the restaurant staff, you start heading back to your apartment. this time felix is in the middle, changbin on one side, and you on the other, occasionally squeezing felix's hand as you walk. 

you put the bags of food in the kitchen once you get back and grab a few more blankets and pillows from your room, changbin grabbing gyu as well, you and felix also choosing plushys from the marginally unreasonable collection you’ve amassed. 

you all drop the soft materials into the fort you’d made for your last movie night, then grab your food, settling down onto the couch to eat so you could put your food on the coffee table.

you watch a few episodes of trese, a show that's been idling on your watchlist, after finishing your food and putting your dishes into the sink, you all settle into the fort, unpausing the episode you’d been in the middle of. 

none of you are really watching it, you and changbin are busy trying to count felix’s freckles, and felix is busy trying not to move and end up ruining your count. after he giggles and makes you lose track for the third time in five minutes, you squish his face slightly, kissing his nose. 

when you let go of his face he puffs out his cheeks, and changbin quickly takes the opportunity to kiss them. felix squeaks and rolls over, wrapping his arms around your waist and hiding his face in your stomach. you laugh, playing with his hair. 

you shuffle around a little, leaning back into changbin and tilting your head back to look up at him, getting a kiss on the nose in return. you smile, giving him a quick peck in return.

after a couple minutes you hear felix snoring quietly, playing with his hair always knocks him out. you also yawn, “‘m sleepy.” 

changbin smiles softly, managing to lie down and pull a blanket over the three of you without removing his arm from where he’s wrapped it around your waist. you’ve shifted felix so he’s lying at the same level as you are, and changbin moves his arm to wrap it around both of you. 

“g’night, i love you both.” you mumble, already half asleep. 

felix mumbles something you can’t understand, but you figure it’s some kind of agreement, and give him a small kiss on the nose.

You sat comfortably on your couch, searching for a specific movie to watch. You were nearly finished typing the movie title on the search bar of the TV. Your finger was beginning to tire out from pressing the buttons on the remote so much. But at last, you saw the movie you desired as a result. After letting out a sigh of relief, you clicked on it.

Now, all you had to do was wait for your boyfriends to get there. Judging by their previous trips, it wouldn’t be much longer. Which was a bit humorous, considering that they lived in an entirely different world.

Almost as if you had summoned them, a knock came from the front door. You leaped up excitedly from the couch, rushing to answer it. As expected, when you opened it, Westar and Soular were on the other side. They were holding hands, though Westar let go to give you a bone-crushing hug.

“Hey (name)!” He greeted happily.

“Hey guys.” You struggled to get out. Soular chuckled at this, and placed a hand on Westar’s shoulder.

“Westar, if you don’t loosen that hug, we may no longer have a partner.” He joked.

He quickly let go of you, stepping back to ensure that you were alright. “Sorry!” He apologized.

“It’s alright.” You laughed. You walked over to Soular, giving him a hug as well. Not usually a big hugger, he patted your back lightly as a way of reciprocating. “You guys ready? I already have the food prepared.”

“Yeah! I can’t wait to see what movies on Earth are like!” Westar said.

“Yes, I agree.” Soular chimed in.

You led them inside your house, and into the living room. The cover of the movie was displayed on the screen of the TV, and they took a moment to look at it. “Hmm. This looks like it could be interesting.” Soular stated.

“Yeah, what’s it about?” Westar asked.

“You’ll have to wait and find out! Sit down, I’ll grab the popcorn.” You motioned to the couch, and left to go to the kitchen. The men obeyed, sitting down closely next to each other.

After you returned, they looked at each other, almost speaking telepathically. They then scooted to opposite ends of the couch, leaving a space for you in between them. “Oh, you want me in the middle?” You said.

“It’s only fair. This is your house.” Soular inquired. Westar nodded in agreement.

“Alright then.” You said, and sat between them. It was not a perfect fit at all. “Huh. Looks like my couch was not meant for three people.” You laughed.

“It’s alright. Now we’re extra close!” Westar playfully nuzzled into your neck, making you laugh yet again.

“But are you sure you guys are good with this? What about you, Soular?” You asked, knowing too much physical contact can make him a bit uncomfortable.

“I’m fine. It’s not too bad.” He smiled lightly.

“Alight then.” You shrugged. You began looking around for the remote, not remembering where you set it down earlier.

“Here you go, darling.” Soular said, handing it to you.

“Oh, thanks!” You gave him a kiss on the cheek. And to make sure Westar felt loved too, you gave him one as well, to which he happily chuckled at.

“This movie is my favorite! I can’t wait to see what you think.” You said, before turning on the movie. Soular leaned back and relaxed, while Westar leaned forward in anticipation.

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All throughout the movie, you watched the boys’ reactions to certain moments. You wanted to know if they were enjoying it. It seemed like they did, as Westar laughed at all the funny parts, and Soular made his “thinking face” during important parts. Both seemed interested in the plot, so you were glad.

As the movie went on, you couldn’t help but notice the space between you and the boys getting smaller and smaller. I mean, there wasn’t much to begin with, but they seemed to be scooting closer as time went by. Eventually, all of you sat shoulder to shoulder. It felt like you were in a can of sardines. But you didn’t dislike it. In fact, being squished between your boyfriends was quite enjoyable.

Soular eventually reached for your hand, which you gladly gave. His gloved fingers interlocked with yours, and you felt his thumb rub the back of your palm. You decided to let Westar in on the affection, so you took his hand too. He chuckled, and rested his head on yours.

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Eventually, the movie was over, and the credits began rolling. You looked at the empty popcorn bowl in your lap, and sighed. “Guess I better go take care of this.”

“No, stay here a bit longer.” Westar whined, putting more of his weight on you. Soular laughed, leaning on you as well to make sure you couldn’t get up.

“Well, I guess I have to now.” You said in a false annoyed tone. You smiled, gripping the boys’ hands tighter. “I love you guys.”

“I love you guys too!” Said Westar, and gave both you and Soular a quick peck on the cheek.

“Me too.” Soular agreed.

You had no idea how you got so lucky to have two loving boyfriends, but you were thankful. And they were too. And that moment, nobody had any plans on getting up from that undersized couch anytime soon. Even though you were all squished together tightly, it wasn’t uncomfortable. In fact, you all enjoyed it. And you decided right then and there that you were never getting rid of that couch.

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Once a week Will, Nico and you would have a ‘date night’ together. It was mostly just hanging out in the Hades cabin - a place for true privacy. These nights mostly consisted of talking, cuddling, watching movies, you name it. The three of you were aware of the fact that Chiron knew about these nights, but he had yet to take measures against them and it is not like you could actually be stopped. If Chiron were to disagree with your date nights on camp you would migrate them to outside of camp, problem solved.

Tonight consisted mostly of watching a movie, while cuddled up between your boyfriends. The three of you rotated who was in the middle - either Will or you for Nico did not like to be coddled too much. You had felt extra bad this past week, so Nico had just dragged you next to him, and Will did not question it. He loved it when Nico sometimes took the lead in taking care of people - it was growth for Nico.

Early on in the movie your eyes had felt weightened and dry, so you had just closed them for a minute. As your body becomes heavy with sleep, you leaned into one of your boyfriends. You weren’t fully aware who, but it didn’t matter.

Nico had planned this. You had clearly been losing sleep in the past week - although he didn’t know whether it was because of bad dreams or because of something else. Earlier he had asked his boyfriend whether he knew anything, but Will had just shaken his head with a worried look on his face. So, he had gotten a bit of magic sand from the Hypnos cabin and discreetly gotten some on you. It was just a way of ruling out the possibilities - if you lost sleep over nightmares you would still wake up, and if you lost sleep by overthinking you would at least get a good night's rest tonight.

Will had noticed you starting to doze off a while ago and he softly sighed in relief. You had been getting more and more tired this week and when he had asked you if you were getting enough sleep you had just shrugged and given him a soft ‘just tired’. He didn’t like it when you didn’t tell him or Nico what was wrong. How could he help you when he didn’t even know what was wrong?

‘I still don’t like this, Nico.’ he softly whispered, looking at your sleeping face. Nico quietly grabbed Will’s hand behind your back and squeezed it. ‘I know, but I want to know,’ he worriedly glanced over your sleeping figure, ‘They have been getting worse and it wouldn’t be long until they are so tired they can hardly defend themselves.’ His eyes met Will’s and Will sent him a soft smile. ‘I know.’

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You woke up making a noise - although you were not sure whether it was a word or just a half assed scream as you gasped for air. As you clasped your hand to your mouth you quickly glanced over to your boyfriends looking Nico straight in the eye.

Great. You cursed yourself for giving in to the sleepover, for you did not want your boyfriends to be bothered by your nightmares. The nightmares had been bothering you for a few weeks now and you knew that your boyfriends noticed, and that you couldn’t just keep it up forever, but you wanted to get through them yourself.

Nico softly put his hand on your arm, drawing your gaze back to him. You hadn’t noticed when you sat up, but it must have also awakened Will for how was slowly rubbing his eyes.

‘Nightmares?’ Nico softly asked you, seemingly unaffected by your sudden awakening. Little did you know that he had been having a hard time falling asleep himself. He felt guilty for tricking you into sleeping next to them and he was worried. But another part of him stayed awake to take in your peaceful form, until you woke up abruptly.

You slowly nodded and shakely took a breath. Will sleepingly put his head on your lap as he mumbled nothingness. ‘How long have you been having them?’ Nico carefully asked as he petted his boyfriend, trying to keep him awake, ‘Don’t lie about it either, we have seen you lose sleep (Y/n).’

You sighed, ‘The past weeks? I don’t know.’ You knew your boyfriends would know, but you were tired and - ‘I’m sorry,’ your voice cracked a bit as you felt Nico pull you close. You leaned on his chest, softly hearing his heartbeat through his shirt.

‘Don’t be sorry.’ Nico softly whispered as he put his hand behind your head. He hated seeing you like this, but he understood how nightmares could be. It never seems a good time to talk about them, and it only happens at night, which is not a real time for people and comfort anyway.

You felt the bed swift as Will moved to pull both you and Nico into a hug.

‘(Y/n), let’s talk about it in the morning.’ his voice sounded rough from sleep, ‘We’ll keep you safe now, okay?’ he murmured against the back of your neck. You softly nodded and both your boyfriends pulled you down.