The amount of hateful and just plain scary comments (mostly about the victims) I see added to my posts are really hard to ignore sometimes. Like, I know most of these people are probably teenagers and do that because they just want a reaction out of someone, or they think that they’re *honoring* Eric and Dylan by saying how much a particular victim deserved to die. But.. damn!? 

Trying real hard to calm myself down from tantrum level frustration at the completely reasonable decision of the property manager's guy to trim the lawns after midday on a weekday but he kept moving between the front and back yard so I had to keep getting up to open and close the windows because it's HOT and they need to be open for the AC to work but it was LOUD and I HATE the smell of cut grass and I'm TIRED and now I have all this cortisol and nowhere to put it because I know it's my own fault for staying up til 6am!!!!!

so for no reason at all i was analyzing my follower to following ratio on instagram and deciphering why i followed back so few and i realized my qualifications are:  “would i be friends with u irl/are we friends irl/if you asked me to hang out would i say yes” “would i fuck you” “do i want to buy one of your shirts/am i obsessed with ur art” if i answer yes to one of the above, or both... or all of these questions (it’s usually all of these questions, oops), you are accepted.

I hate that if something isn’t convenient for my sister she won’t do it 😒🙄

I did a relatively deep cleaning in our bathroom because not only was it needed, but our cousin is coming to stay with us for 4 days later this week. I let my mom know it was cleaned and told her I’d probably do a quick wipe down once again before he got here. Considering he’ll be getting ready/showering in our bathroom I don’t want it to be dirty or gross. I find that embarrassing and feel like it makes us look bad; like we are okay living in a messy, dirty environment. ANYWAYS, my sister said she doesn’t see why I cleaned because he’s coming over, and that it doesn’t matter. I asked her how she would feel if she was at someone’s house and their bathroom was gross. She shrugged and said she doesn’t care....bitch are you good!? You ever been to someone’s house where their garbage is overflowing and there’s a ring around the toilet? It’s gross. Period. Like wtf man. In the future if her apartment/house is disgusting I’m not visiting her. What are your thoughts on this?

You know what word I’d love the be able to spell correctly on the first shot? Rhythm. Love to be able to crack that one. Never can. Who invented the spelling of that word anyway? The fucking devil?