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Being Luke Skywalker’s Daughter would include...

+ I’d like to think that you are a little older than Ben, but not by so much so maybe just like year or two or even a couple of months

+ your mom left you and Luke when you were little (i actually don’t know what happened to Luke’s S/O, i’m making something up)

+ Since your mom left, Luke enlisted Han and Leia’s help to raise you

+ It was all good 

+ When Ben was born, you were so excited and loved having him around 

+ And when you guys were a bit older, Ben looked up to you

+ You both are basically best friends

+ Carrying on

+ Besides Leia, Han and Ben, you and your dad where on your own

+ You two were close

+ Having light saber fights with stick you find on the ground

+ Having girl talks with Aunt Leia

+ So you and Ben go training with Luke at the same time

+ But your dad had still been teaching you about the ways of the force and the Jedi since you were a little kid, so you were more advanced

+ When you and Ben go build your light sabers, his is the classic blue and yours is a stunning purple

+ Training and learning the ways of the Jedi would be the most fun

+ I think that Luke would be a strict teacher but like would have a soft spot/ make an exception for you and Ben, but still teach you well

+ Since your older than Ben, you complete your training earlier, gaining the rank of Jedi Knight

+ (Luke was emotional)

+ You help your dad train the students

+ And you also help Ben train extra after a day of lessons 

+ Due to this, you were the first one to see Ben become more and more aggressive

+ You confront him about it, but he tells you its nothing

+ You also tell your dad about it

+ He grows increasingly worried too

+ Your discussing this same thing with your dad the day Ben sets fire to the Jedi Temple

+ He tells you to grab as much stuff of yours and his as you can and run, run and run until you can’t see the the temple anymore

+ You give him a hug and take off

+ You eventually make your way back to Han and Leia’s place and tell them what happened 

+ Leia somehow already felt it, but Han is distraught

+ You move in with them

+ You comforted Leia when he left, and helped her start The Resistance

+ You miss your father, but keep strong because it what he would’ve wanted

+ You became her second in command

+ You also led your own Squadron, Green Squadron 

+ You accompany Poe, who was your best friend at this point, on the mission to find the map that led to your dad, on Jakku

+ Unluckily, both you and Poe get captured by the First Order

+ While your both being tortured for information

+ You feel an awkward sense of familiarity around Kylo Ren

+ When he took his mask off, you gasped 

+ It was Ben

+ He talks to you softer than he does to Poe, though still with a rather harsh tone, still sort of looking up to you after all these years

+ Poe and you are rescued by an FN-2187, a storm trooper who wants to refuse the First Order’s demands and help you two escape

+ You all cram yourself into a TIE fighter, with FN and Poe flying the thing while you controlled the main guns 

+ “What’s your name, trooper?” you asked him

+ “FN-2187″ he answered “The only name they ever gave me” he said with a slight smile, while still flying the ship precisely

+ “Well we don’t like that.” said Poe. “How about Finn?” 

+ “I like that!” Finn said “What about you guys?”

+ “I’m Y/N, this is Poe” you said

+ “Nice to meet you Finn!” Poe said

+ “Nice to meet you too, guys!”

+ Unfortunately, the TIE crashes on Jakku

+ You and Poe wake up at the same time, but there is no sight of Finn for miles

+ You both come to the conclusion that he’s gone

+ And thankful for him to help you guys escape

+ You were able to get a ship and return to The Resistance

+ Leia was glad to have you guys back, her best pilots

+ When Maz calls for help on Takodana, you and Poe are the first ones to volunteer your squadrons 

+ And you go, where is fortunately where you find Finn again, and reunite with Finn, in a hug

+ Finn gives vital information to the Resistance, and they plan out the way to rescue Rey and destroy The Finalizer

+ When the mission is done, Rey approaches you with the news of her going to find your dad

+ You were training in the forest with your light saber

+ When you hear her voice “Y/N? Y/N Skywalker?”

+ You freeze up and turn around to face her

+ You turn of the sharp purple blade and answer “Yes? You must be Rey” you finished, shaking her hand

+ “I wanted to ask you to come with me to find your father. You know the mission?”

+ “Of course I  know” she backs away

+ you sigh “But I’ll go. I need to see him again”

+ You say your goodbyes to Poe and Finn, although he’s in a coma 

+ You give one last goodbye to your Aunt Leia

+ “Bring him home, Y/N. He is the only one who may be able to save Ben.”

+ “ I will Aunt Leia. I promise I’ll try.”

+ She gives you a kiss on your forehead

+ And you leave with Rey, to find your dad

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Hey guys! There will be two more parts spanning the trilogy. Remember to give feedback, as it helps very much. If you want to see more of my writngs, check out my Wattpad:

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Happy Reading!

weeks..and weeks ago(when this movie came out) i wrote something quick inspired by the many gifs, like this, that were posted...

and it’s all fluffy and cute ..sorry (and yes, it’s Poe inspired too)

…..

“What?”

You asked..smiling..

He was staring at you since he woke up, that still makes you slightly uncomfortable…

“You’re beautiful”

He stated, without thinking

“Am i? it’s early morning and you are already drunk ..maybe?”

You answered, smiling…raising an eyebrow in disbelief..

…

“I am not! Maybe I just realized that I’m the luckiest man in all the galaxy”

He mindless brushed few hairs away from your face and then caressing your cheek…

“you…what?”

You can’t stop smiling, oh you know he loves you but ..you can’t help the fact that his words always leaves you speechless..

“I am..”

He said briefly, before kissing you..to prove his words.

“Poe Dameron, the reckless pilot, now all soft and cute because of a woman”

You joked, lightly brushing his lower lip and chin with your fingers..

 “my woman..”

Request: Hi! I was wondering if you could do Poe Dameron x Reader where the reader is Vice Admiral Holdo's assistant and thinks of her as like a mother. Your parents were diplomats, so you know how to diffuse situations most of the time. You're in a relationship with Poe & balance out his rashness with calmness. However, you get pissed when he destroys the Dreadnaught since he risked his life for almost nothing in return ("Sometimes I wonder how you're still alive"). You refuse to speak to him since he didn't consider your feelings, either. Later, when Holdo sacrifices herself, you're feeling so heartbroken and torn up. When on board the Millenium Falcon, Poe thinks you blame him for her death, & therefore can't get your forgiveness. Little does he know, all you need is his love and comfort. Angst and fluff. And apologies if this is too long of a request and that it's a personal message. I just thank you for taking the time to read it! Have a great rest of your day!

A/N: I watched The Last Jedi about 5 times to write this. Not that I needed an excuse. ;D Such a good movie. Sorry it’s a bit shorter than I anticipated. I feel like I didn’t transcribe the scenes from the movie correctly, so I’m sorry if it’s a bit difficult. I’m not satisfied with it, but I don’t think I can improve it at this point. My apologies! Also, one of the final scenes I’m not sure could be plausible due to schematics and placement of people and stuff, so just pretend, please!

Word Total: 1248…  

Request: Anonymous asked: I know he isn't one of your usual, but could you write a Poe were the reader is Rey's little sister who is very very ill, deadly, but she somehow gets to the Rebel base with Finn and her sister and meets Poe and it's one of those cheesy love at first sight things. Maybe he helps her recover and keeps her light though she can feel her force going to the dark? And her force of the mind (like mind control and anything related to that is very strong) Thx

Pairing:  Poe x Reader

  “You were destined for another”

 You could feel everything swirling around you, there was a deep echo on the deep of your soul calling your name, yet the pain didn’t subside. “Y/N! Y/N!” you could hear your sister, Rey; calling but the pain only intensified. You put your hands over your ears trying to mute the incessant voice in your head, but it was futile everything hurt. Even to the point that breathing was the least of your concerns. “You’re not for him”

 The man with the dark attire and mask put his hand down and you hit the floor. “Leave her alone!”

 The last thing you saw after you blackout was the man above you, looking down at you.

 You opened your eyes as your body was lifted from the comfort of a makeshift bed. The Wookie was carrying you out of the Millennium Falcon. You hissed as the rays of your sun touched your skin. The talking around you was muffled by the pulsing sounds on your ears. Something cold touched your forehead. It was a woman’s hand, you weakly glanced at the woman that kindly smiled at you.

 You were passed to the arms of a man, suddenly like magic; all the noise started to make sense. “Take her to the medical bay, Commander”

 You glanced up at the Commander, he was looking down at you. There were several lacerations of his face. He smiled at you and the black spots appeared on your vision and then everything turned dark.

 The beeping of the machines woke you up from your deep slumber. Your eyes fluttered opened and looked around the white lighted room. There were several old machines around you, the medical nurse droid beside you whirled around and glanced at you. “You’re awake”

 “Shouldn’t I be?”

 The pain had subsided, for the time being, there were only intervals were the pain was gone. But it came back stronger. “I apologize, but the sedative should have last an hour more” the electronic voice responded, you only nodded softly. Making sudden movements with your head made you dizzy. “I am going to get the doctor”

 You only smiled and softly sat with your back against the metallic rest. “You are mine”

 A nauseous sensation reached your stomach and you threw up. It was acidic burning your mouth and leaving a revolting sensation on your tongue. You had never had heard that voice in your life, by it was torturing you so much. It had started after that man with the mask had raised his hand.  

 “It’s strange, your nerve connections seemed fine. But the pain receptors said otherwise.” The medical droid said looking down the datapad.

 “Well my head is not killing me anymore,” You said looking at the droid. “Maybe─”

 “Oh! You’re awake”

 You glanced at the door and saw the man that had carried you to the medical bay. “Commander Dameron,” the droid said turning its head and looking at Poe.

 “Sorry, the General send me to check on her” the droid nodded and advanced to the entrance of the room.

 “Everything looks fine on the scans other than that, I will say she is fine” the droid announced. “But we will keep here for observations for a few days more” the droid concluded

   “Do you want something else?” You glance at Poe and shook your head cleaning the bread crumbs from your mouth. “You know I shouldn’t be eating this” you confessed guiltily looking down at the different arrange of fruit in front of you. “I don’t want to get you in trou─”

 “It’s fine. I know how it is, to be on that side of the bed. Not comfortable at all. Besides, you need to get healthy I am showing you something” Poe said with a large smile on his face. You rolled your eyes shaking your head. “Come on, it’s not that bad”

 You have been talking for the last few days with Poe. If it wasn’t for him, you’ll be bored out of your mind. Just nodding and listening to him about the Resistance was interesting, even though half of the time you have no idea who or what he was talking about. It was just something peaceful about the sound of your voice, it was soothing in a way.

 “Base to Y/N”

 You frowned as Poe shook his hand in front of you. “I am that boring?” Poe asked, shaking his head. You rolled your eyes and smiled at Poe. “Or I am that handsome you have to stare at me?” he winked at you and you blushed at the sudden action. “All you have to do is get on my X-Wing and I’ll go out with you” he added with a mischievous smile.

 “I am not going to get near a ship ever, over my dead body”

 You woke up panting, it was a strange dream. A man with curly black hair had appeared all of the sudden with tears in his eyes. You held your head as that hammering sensation invaded your head again. You stood up from the bed, everything was swirling around trying to get to the bathroom; that nauseous sensation had settled on your stomach.

 “Y/N!”

 Poe quickly puts a hand on your cheek as you winced as the pain intensified on your forehead. “Y/N, what’s going on? You’re so pale” his voice was full of concern. You bite your lip as something dark invaded your mind, it was strong. “Hey, look at me. Everything is fine, you’re safe here”

 You nodded weakly as the pain started to fade. “Thank you” you lick your lips, your throat felt dry and raspy.

 “What was that about?” Poe ask

 “I don’t know”

 You shake your head crossing your arms across your chest. “I am not going to get into that, besides it’s for a person only. I am not going to sit where there is no seat, Poe” You said looking at Poe. He just smiled and looked at you. “What? I am not going to sit on your knees, you pervert”

 “I hate you so much,” You said crossing your arms across your chest as Poe passed his hands around your waist to touch the console in front of you.

 “The love is mutual, Y/N”

 The hairs of your back stood up as his breath fanned the back of your neck. “Shut up” there was a scarlet tint on your cheeks, you were not going to turn around and give Poe the satisfaction you were enjoying this. No way. “Just get this over with”

 You felt his hand on yours. “Wha─ what a─ are you doing?” the first syllables came like stutter but you quickly got your composure back as you cleared your throat and tried to think of anything else but the fact that you sat on Poe’s lap and moving was not an option.

 “I said I was going to show you how to fly, now the first thing─” you closed your eyes tightly. “You need to open your eyes” his breath was closer to you ear making you shuddered.

 There was it again…

 That strange sensation to go… away… “Y/N?”

 You glanced up to look at Rey. “Hmmm?”

 “Thinking about me?” Poe’s arm landed on your shoulder and you were shoved against his side. He looked down at you, you rolled your eyes.

 “Can you not do it, in front of me?” Rey said

 “Sorry, but your sister is irresistible”

Word Total: 1315…  

Request: Anonymous asked: Any chance you could write an imagine were the reader is Kylo's twin sister, often traveling with her dad or boyfriend Poe, but she gets kidnapped along with Poe and Kylo knows that she has the force and has been trying to get her to use it for the darkness (because they need her, but also and more importantly because he wants to be with his sis again) and Poe saves a very beaten (mentally and physically) girl and comforts her? Thank u!!!!

Pairing:  Poe x Reader

  Y/N was shoved into the ground besides Poe, “Hey! Watch it!” she said to the Stormtrooper. Poe glanced at her with a frown. “Somebody had to save you” she said with a big smile on her face. Y/N felt a familiar force and she turned around. A lone figure clothed in black stood in front of them, slowly she glanced up and was met with a black and white mask. “Ben” she whispered soft enough for her to hear but loud enough for the others to hear. The figure turn to look at her. “What a great welcome! You’re the host?”

 Kylo simply stood there not saying anything, Poe turned to look at Y/N making faces trying to catch her attention. “Y/N” At the mention of her name, Y/N turned to look at Poe.

 “Y/N”

 Y/N felt a cold sensation running down her spine, “You got a problem with me? Well get in line buddy” she huffed glaring at the man. How dare him not to acknowledge her. Kylo kneeled in front of Y/N and contemplated her. “What are you doing?” she asked gulping visibly, it was weird to be gaze upon by a man with a mask. Not knowing what he was thinking or even read his face. “Could you back up a little? There’s a thing called personal space”

 “You are the same”

 Y/N tilted her head and said nothing, Kylo raised his hand and touched her forehead. “Is that supposed to do so─” Instantly everything turned black and Y/N felt on her side.

 “You bastard! What did you do? Y/N! Y/N!”

 Y/N groaned as something cold touched her forehead. “Leave” a man’s voice said, she rolled to her side and opened her eyes. She set her hand on face, the lights were blinding her.

 “Nice costume” Y/N said standing up from the bed rubbing her forehead. She glanced up and saw Kylo without his mask blankly staring at her. “Should I get one too? Mine would be─”

 “Why are you with him?”

“Him? You mean Poe, the best pilot on the Resistance?” Y/N said proudly sticking her chin out proudly looking at Kylo. “He excels at other things that you don’t want to know about, brother” she added with a smirk and closed her mouth as Kylo glared at her. “Come on, you’re doing I am your jealous brother act? You left me, years ago; you’re not entitled to behave like my brother” she added bitterly looking at him. There was a flash of hurt reflected in his eyes but quickly was replaced with a more menacing glance. “Now tell me where the exit is, I need to inform my mom that you’re doing great. Nice reunion, now if you─”

 “Could you be silent for a moment?Me” Kylo said standing in front of her. Y/N recoiled and glared up at Kylo. He was taller than she had expected him to be. He growled as the door opened and a smiling General Hux entered the small room.

 “I see, you had gathered nothing” General Hux implied looking Y/N. There were not visible signs of torture on her. “You can go to talk to the other prisoner. I talk to her” he nodded looking back, a floating sphere entered the small room. Y/N flinched seeing the different size needles sticking out of its black surface area.

 “She is my prisioner─”

 “Leader Snoke, said otherwise”

 Y/N’s eyes rolled back as the warm liquid ran through the veins on her arm spreading a wildfire throughout all her body. “Where is the droid?” General Hux said calmly standing in front of her with his arms behind his back.

 “Bite me”

 Her head whipped violently to the left, she laughed as a metallic tasted filled her taste buds. “What’s next? Your super truth serum?” Y/N spit the blood out of her mouth. She took a deep breath, there was something beginning to grow on the deep of her soul. Something dark menacing to come out. Y/N closed her eyes and started to count Ewoks, she couldn’t let that darkness spread throughout her.

 Y/N opened her eyes, her eyes felt heavy. “You’re fighting it, I can feel it” Kylo said and she rolled her eyes. “You need to join me sister, let us use the force to done what our grandfather started” he said standing up from the black chair set in front of her.I and you would control the entire the galaxy” he said with a strange glint in his eyes. Kylo glanced at her and touched her cheek. “You need to join me, sister”

 She bit her lip, there was no way he was going to join him. He had promised their uncle Luke. Not to ever use the Force in vain. “You’re trying to find him too?” Y/N glanced up and saw Kylo shaking his head. “He is a coward than went to hiding and you still trust that man? He left you Y/N─”

 “You left me too!” Y/N shouted angrily and like that a strange force started to evade her senses, “You left me alone! I have no idea how to control it! I almost killed people because of this! YOU WERE MY BROTHER BEN!” all the things started to fluctuate around the room as her face started to get red.  “You promised me that we would be together forever”

 “You need to hate me, we can join forces and be guardians of the entire universe. Just like grandfather wanted” Kylo said standing closely to her. “Feel it, the infinite power that comes from the Dark Side”

 “SHUT UP!”

 Kylo groaned as his whole body hit the black wall behind him. “YOU DON’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!” her head started to hurt as that invasive Dark Force evaded her body, her soul and her mind. Her mind shouted to kill him. Y/N tugged her hands and the chains fell down the floor, Ben looked at her surprised.

 “LET ME GO!” Y/N growled as an invisible force took her against the wall. “You bastard! Let go!” she started to fight it, but Ben was far too strong for her. Her hands flew to her neck and started to have difficulty breathing.

 “Join me sister! And rule the galaxy with me” Kylo said, his gloved hand was on the air as Y/N tried to breathe. But the choke on her throat was making it difficult. Black spots started to feel her vision.

 “No”

 “Y/N! Y/N!”

 “She is dead, we need to go!”

 “She is not dead, Y/N! Come on baby! We need to go!”

 Y/N groaned and looked at Poe. “Five more minutes!”

 Poe smiled and hugged her tightly against her chest, Y/N flinched as her fractured cheek touched his chest. “Come on! Love for later, we need to move before they noticed that I lied to the guardians”

 “I broke my foot” Y/N declared as Poe stood up and the Stormtrooper walked to the entrance.

 “Those─”

 “Later, we need to leave”

 Poe carried Y/N carefully through the maze of corridors of the Destroyer. “Kylo, knows” Y/N whispered to Poe. He stopped and looked at the Stormtrooper. “He is coming”

 “Hey, Y/N. Look at me, he is not coming to get you. You’re going to be fine. I am going to take you out of here” Poe said looking down at Y/N. As they walked faster through the dark corridors. “I promise your mother that I always will take care of you. Even if I had to protect you from your brother. Do you understand?”

 Y/N nodded weakly she started to feel everything, the adrenaline had worn off. “I love you, Poe”

Word Total: 1245…  

Request: Anonymous asked: Okay so I may have loved A Message too much so I'm going to bug you with a request for part 02 if that's okay? So maybe it takes place post the events of TFA and the reader is really suffering after her fathers death and kinda starts to mirror her grandfather (the nightmares/visions, the pull to the dark) and so she starts distancing herself from everyone, including her uncle who can feel her troubles and she runs away and Poe goes after her? Hope this okay and makes sense? Thanks!

Pairing:  Poe x Reader

 “Kill him! He killed your father! Avenged him like he deserves to”

 Y/N stood up from the bed covered in sweat, her heart was thumping hard against her ribcage. She put a hand over her chest feeling the erratic beating of her heart. Even her breath was uneven, it was like running across the entire planet two times. “Are you alright?” Poe rubbed his eyes as he look at her. She sat on the edge of the bed looking at the floor. He frowned seeing that some of her hair stick to the back of her neck and there was a strange stain on the back of her shirt. “Y/N─”

 “I am fine”

 Y/N stood from the bed and walked to the bathroom. “I am fine, how many times do I have to tell you. I am peachy. Dandy. Fabulous” with that she closed the door violently behind her. Why the stupid question? Of course, she was not fine, her brother had killed their father; she was there for the love of the galaxy. She opened the faucet and let the water run. Y/N glanced at her reflection in the mirror and grimaced, her completion was pale and dark bags adorned her eyes. She gripped the sink and growled, where did that voice come from? And why it was so eager to piss her off? Y/N glanced up and back up into the door, she groaned as the metal door violently shook with her weight.

 “Y/N, what are you doing there?” Poe shouted Y/N glanced again at her reflection. The yellow eyes were gone. She raised her hands, they were trembling and cold sweat ran down her neck. “Open the door please” he begged with a soft voice tapping the door softly. “You need to talk about this, you can’t go on like this”

 “Leave me alone, Poe. There is nothing to talk about”

 Y/N saw Finn and Poe talking, she took a sharp turned and walked the other way. Unnoticed to her, Luke had observed the scene and a pronounced frown appeared on his face. “There something dark growing inside her” He glanced at Rey and solemnly nodded pursuing his lips.

 Y/N rubbed her forehead, a headache was killing her. She couldn’t stand the light, a small noise, nothing. “Your uncle is looking for you” Poe announced, she made no movement or acknowledgment. “Why are you secluding yourself from us?” he inquired, she felt a dipped on the side of his bed. His arm touched her shoulder. Y/N said nothing starring to the metal wall across from her. The voice, the nightmares were making her angrier and angrier. She wanted to go and find Ben and killed him herself. Deep down she knew it was very wrong. But the lack of sleeping was obscuring her judgment.

 “I need some time to be alone” Y/N declared not even looking at Poe. “You wouldn’t understand” she added before Poe could stop her from leaving. Yes, she had been away from his these days. She had distanced herself from them, the dark thoughts ran through her mind all time. Y/N didn’t want to hurt them or even tell them things she’ll have no control on. The voice started to control her emotions as well as her actions.

 “Y/N, you need to let go of your father, my love,” Poe said rubbing her shoulder softly. He lay beside her and hugged her from behind. “I know it’s hard, I don’t know how you feel because that never happened to me. But you need to continue on. Your father wouldn’t want this for you” he whispered softly rubbing her arms, Poe kissed the back of her head. “I am always here for you, Y/N. I love you more than you can imagine and it hurts me seeing you like this. I miss you”

 She looked down at the lightsaber that Rey had given her. “You can’t let it control you” Y/N almost dropped the lightsaber into the big mass of water in front of her. “He is calling you, isn’t he?” she nodded looking down at the sand. “You can’t go on in the same path as your brother,” Luke said sitting beside her in the log.

 Y/N glanced at him and return her gaze back to the calming waves in front of her. “I can’t get it out of my head, I don’t know what is right or what is wrong” she bit her lip clenching the lightsaber in her grasp. “He is putting things in my head and this dark thought, I can control them. It’s like a damn of water breaking and I can’t stop the water” she violently cleaned the tears from her eyes. “Make it stop, uncle” her eyes were red and the black under of her eyes were more noticeable.

 “I am afraid I can’t. You’re the only one that can block him”

 Poe rolled to his side with his arm extended, his eyes immediately opened as soon as he felt the cold sheets below his fingers. He stood up and saw a white envelope on the undisturbed side of Y/N’s side. Not five seconds pass and he got out of the bed, tearing the white sheets into pieces. Poe cursed under his breath, he couldn’t find his other shoe. He had arrived too tired to even care where he had thrown everything.

 Y/N arrived at the small moon of Yavin 1. It was a cold morning, she rubbed her eyes trying to gather some heat. Maybe taking a break away from the Resistance will clear her mind. Not the smartest move to steal an X-Wing and landed on a deserted moon. At least his voice had abandoned her mind for a moment. She took a shaky breath and smile seeing the small creatures running freely in front of her.

 “Your mother is very mad”

 Y/N turned around and saw Poe with BB-8 trailing behind him. “What are you doing here?”

 “I was about to ask you the same question” Y/N huffed and return her gaze to the small creatures that pasture in front of her.

 “Like I said, I need some time alone. In peace, alone with my thoughts” She answered looking at him.

 “Y/N, you can’t go around the universe alone. Ren is looking for you. He’ll never stop until he had you. And I will never forgive myself if something happens to you” Poe said taking her against his chest. “You scare me to death when I didn’t found you in the base. I thought I had lost you forever. It’s the worst feeling I had experience in my life”

 Y/N could hear Poe’s heartbeat, it was calming her. The dark thoughts were going away as time passed.  “I am sorry” she whispered against his chest. “I was terrified, I don’t know what to do, anymore; Poe. Snoke is calling me, feeling my mind with such terrible thoughts. I just couldn’t take it anymore”

 Poe took a step back and held her face with his hands. “Hey, look at me” Y/N looked up. “As long I am alive, I will protect you from them. You need to talk to me, alright? I am here, even if it’s the silliest thing, the scariest thing or darkest thought out there. I love you completely, in the dark or the light. You’re the love of my life”

Word Total: 1028…  

Request: Anonymous asked: Can I request reader telling Poe they are asexual

Pairing:  Poe x Reader

 Y/N looked at Poe, he was gazing at the five different moons shining in the black sky above them. She sighed for was the thousandth time, this time Poe looked down at her. “Is there something bothering you?” Poe asked Y/N, she shook her head in response. There was really something bothering her, she only sighed when she was in very deep thought. “Y/N, come on tell me. I am here for you, remember that”

 The silence stretch between them, the night was silent. No chirping of the animals. If someone were to spy on them, they could clearly hear it as they moved through the dense grass behind them… but there was none of that… they were here alone with the night as the witness and the small immobile lake.

Y/N looked up from the small crashing waves in front of her. “It’s nothing, Poe” she forced a smile. “I was just thinking stupid things, nothing major” she shrugged her shoulder and cuddle against Poe’s side. The wind started to pick up and the waves were now audible against the bank of sand.

 Poe bit his tongue, maybe forcing it was not going to work. “What stupid things?” He questioned taking  one of her hands, Y/N gazed up at him. She blushed as soon as Poe lays eyes on her, his eyes said too much to her. “That embarrassing?” he asked teasingly, Y/N blushed increased and her cheeks now matched one of the red moons above them.

 “No”

 “No? You’re a redder than the moon, come on. I am not going to laugh at you. Promise” Y/N look at Poe, he had his hand above his heart with a sincere smile on his face. “Y/N, wherever it is. Is taking a toll on you. You are distracted, you have been daydreaming too much. Just tell me, what’s bothering you?”

 Y/N looked down at their intertwine hands, she needs it to tell him. But how would Poe take it? She didn’t know, Y/N had been thinking it for days on how she was going to drop the news to Poe, today it was her chance… maybe there was a small possibility and she shook her head and tried to find the courage to tell Poe what had been bothering her days.

 “Well, normal couples you know…” Y/N clear her throat, how was she going to do this. She looked up and saw Poe intently looking at her. “You know well, they… hm… kiss and then” she blushed even harder thinking of the word. Yes, she had heard it; she wasn’t embarrassed by the act… but… of the lack of interest on it. “Get it to the next level─”

 “They have sex”

 Y/N only nodded and took Poe’s other hand. “That was bothering you” Y/N nodded and sighed. She started to rub his hands and looked at him. “Are you a virgin?” She responded with a smiling nod. She looked down at their intertwined hands and sighed. “I don’t see the problem with that Y/N, I mean it’s normal that you at this age-“

 “I am not interested in sex”

 The only sound was the crashing waves against it other and the sand.

 “I am asexual”

 “Oh”

 Y/N look at Poe, he seemed pensive looking up at the horizon in front of him. “I am sorry”

Y/N stood up and quickly took off running tears came streaming down her face, she had hoped for Poe to shout at her and wait for him. But she never did hear his voice as she ran away from him.

 Y/N stood in the middle of the hangar with her helmet below her arm. She hadn’t seen Poe for a week, Y/N had hope, pray for him to come and say something to her. But he hadn’t even bothered to show his face in front of her.

 “Have you seen Poe?”

 Jessika Pavel stood in front of her rubbing her neck looking at her with an embarrassed smile. “No”

 “No, I had been looking at her for him for days. Well thank you”

 Y/N bit her lip and just nodded, Jessika smiled at her and walked away. “Well, that was weird, hn?” Jerik, the captain of the Silver Squad said to her. Y/N shrugged her shoulder. “You should know where he is? You’re two are like dirt and nail”

 “Not anymore,, ” Y/N said with a small voice. Jerik raised an eyebrow. “I haven’t seen him in a week”

 “Oh, I am so─”

 “A word, Y/N” Y/N step aside as she heard Poe’s voice. “Jerik, alone if you may”

 Y/N rolled her eyes, she never had to find Poe’s excuse to be so mean to Jerik, her captain. He had complained about his ‘friendly, wondering’ hands. “Of course” Jerik force a smile and walked away.

 “Here to make it official,, ” Y/N said turning around to face Poe. She frowned as soon as her eyes landed on Poe. He was a mess, his curls seemed to be blown by strong wings, black bags adorned his eyes, his lips seemed chapped and his eyes lack light and his skin look transparent like his skin had never met the sun. “We have a mission, if you─”

 “I am sorry”

 Y/N’s mouth was agape as tears started to cascade down his pale cheeks. “I am sorry, I was an utter and complete─”

 “Poe, it’s okay I understand if you want to break up. If you─”

 “No, wait… no… Y/N, I love you. I don’t care if you don’t like to… you know─ that” Y/N laughed as Poe started to behave like a child trying to explain to his parents that he had broken something very important. “Y/N, the point is that I love you, I will support every decision you made”

 “Thank you”

 Poe nodded and passed his hand through his hair. “Where were you for a week, Poe by the way?”