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BLAZE PASCAL

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TUESDAY, FEBRUARY 21, 2017

TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.

PEN NAME

Blaze Pascal

Music a note or a chord a stoke of an instrument the sound of a voice or touch of a key           music written in sheet with the stroke of a pen how ABCs & 123s intertwine once again                   music indeed a language for if notes are made of letters and numbers yet agian one such as myself could only wonder if this is True what words can i make from them for the sounds of music yes they speak i know because of how music speaks to me                                             music written as music is read poetry written as poetry is heard or rather i say listened to for instance such as classical is to be only listened to or to be translated or decyphered                  interpreted on a moon lit night while listening to moonlight sonata such beautiful sounds without words but pleasent to one’s ears or are the words there just hidden where no one sees or dares to look or is just as i though no one was ever intelligent enough to think to other then me music a langauge to be spoken one i now want to speak even more fluently

TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.

Necromancy one who practice’s such is to be called a Necromancer maybe im wrong about something but one thing i am not wrong about is in the word that word necromancy you find the letter’s  needed or neccesary for you to spell the word romance would it be true to say necromancy is for the romantic this form of magick anyway i see how this could apply the romance or the necromancer just a question i asked an answer i must have to find on my own i as brcause the of the intertwining of spelling at the time indeed i must admit I myself  am some what of  A romantic maybe a True Romantic not a hopeless romantic hopeful maybebut never without hope i choose more over less everyday in that sense past present or future tense for words form sentence’s   sentence’s form paragraph’s letter’s speaks in character’s   this creates master pieces        word’s become enchanting like that of enchantment or blessing’s to whom one should be a recipient and for another to reciprocate                              hours of love like that of bewitchment what hours are these the withcing hours range 3 to 5 before not after sunrise but after sunset                                     yet the moon may be high over darkened night skies before moon set  still morning                                         before the golden dawn brighten the day to come                              these hours spoken of in history have i changed these from the witching hours they once used to be if so the magical hours start at 3 and must end with you and me

signed Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.

tao

of

BODY LANGAUGE

BLAZE PASCAL

TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.

·THURSDAY, MARCH 2, 2017

Langauges are spoken for the same reason words are written and sentences are structured to be used as a form of communication the problem here words many are simular in sound and spelling in some cases meaning as well not a test but the written text read but misinterpreted because of the one who has read incorrectly due to the way on may understand for the writter knows that which has wrote as a speak should know what they have spoke body language is much different you read one’s words as you do one’s eye’s         you read one’s face as you do a painting                                          you read one’s heart as you do one’s soul and know the difference and likeness between the two                                                   you read one’s movement as you do a theatrical performance  literature to be acted rather than just reading such as that a of play one could say                     tone speach voice listening as one would a sonata silently like focusing on eye movement not rem rapid eye movement but eye tendencies according to how the brain works or hemispheres as to when one think’s or is about to speak or when speaking as to say one may see  and know which hempisphere of your brain you are using and how that can determine truth from dishonesty  or as the crossing of legs and how they me be crossed indeed even to the facing of one’s knee pointed in one direction for this and what this can mean body flirting  do a little mind flirting she finds you interesting noticable to me because body language is a languange i speak                          one who is open to communicating will show that with body language position of arm closed or crossed like those of stars that have crossed or arms open with open arms these things mean something to people such as me if it is anyone one earth such as me other then me or should i say as uniquely skilled as i happen to for the eye can read a person same as the can read word from paper          the way one read vibes or one’s vibrations trust your body for it speaks what doesnt or just wont say maybe a language of love body langauge yes a nother language to speak

signed True

Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.

penname

Blaze Pascal

TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.

MONDAY, FEBRUARY 27, 2017

Blaze Pascal

Blade that of a spade or as some would say spade the blade the sword masculine the male like words of passion and fire a sword flaming with burning desire a word used here to describe flames but only flames true as of true flames and the love we shall make as my other half you the feminine in which of you   more shall i speak of in writting with words and ink though i can only write what i think as if A King i could only relate it to a card game but it is oh so crafty that i can my Queen my heart my chalice bare me a girl or grail one who is Holy young and frail gentle but strong no rush but to who you are i ask in this way yea or nay on a maybe oneday you be the chalice feminine a cup of size to be filled not empty with what ? some say with a liquid in this sence to cool the flaming sword as it would hot metal for fire and water make steam this is Alchemy if this represent you and i as opposite as we are when we come together steamy depicting or involving erotic sexual pleasure this isnt steam we are creating we create magick and one day life a love child or love children off springs created from love with love out of love our love is this alchemy a proper way of fusing or fusion yes or no who can say some would say its magic others would say it’s procreation and procreating is sex i beg to differ procreating is the process of creation or creating a sex and it is something magical about that now isn’t it love magick it what it should but for now some call this alchemy not magic this time my sweet until a day we meet signed me

signed True

PerfectionS

TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.

·BlazePascal

MONDAY, MARCH 13, 2017

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Perfection all of your                          perfect imperfections                               Or                                                                 how imperfectly perfect                            you may be for me                                   that i find irresistibly                         perfect to me                                             that your just as perfect as can be   being just who you are naturally you your natural self                           where other see flaw                                      i see room to grow                                   and                                                                 like water without form                              be free just let it flow                                   for what is perfection flawlessness or to be without flaw who is to say                                            your not perfect                                      other then one who sees                         flaw and speak of flaws                              or                                                                     one being flawed                                       what i see is potential                            what if I were to say like beauty perfection lies in the eye’s                                of                                                                     the one who behold such                              if i were to ask of thee                                  to show me                                                 such beauty                                              such perfection                                       such pleasentries                                 would you do this for me                              i would ask of this                                   from no other then you my sweet   for i could only wish                                    to know how                                    perfectly beautiful you are                      not who beautiful you look or how beautiful you may                      appear to be or can be                         those things i see                                    and                                                            must admit                                                that you are                                   beautifully attractive                              that the eye can see                                   but beauty in this                                       sense is only skin deep                                that of                                                              a beautiful mind                              a beautiful heart                                            a beautiful soul                                              a beautiful nature                                        to match those                                   beautiful eyes                                            you genuinely sincerely                      smile with                                                    for can perfect beauty                          exist inside of you                                        as i may find it                                         exist inside of me                                               i ask that you look to see for this perfection to me                                         and                                                 beautifully perfect indeed  

Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.

Blaze Pascal

ReflectionS

TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.

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MONDAY, MARCH 13, 2017

Reflections i see staring back at me                                                           looking at you is like looking at me                                                                  if i waw to look in a mirror                                         if                                                                       i looked into my own eyes                      could i see my soul                                     or                                                         looking in could you                                     or better yet                                                  can i look into your eyes                          and                                                              see my soul                                                     for i were looking into your eyes what would is see                                  other then sheer beauty                                a refection of me                                        not the same as gazing at a picture                                                    gazing into someone’s eyes                       in real time                                                       call it eye gazing                                        or                                                                        soul gazing                                               can you look into my eyes                                                                 and                                                                   see the future                                             and                                                                    if so tell what you see                                  for the past i have lived                           the present i am living                              the future awaits                                       both                                                              you and me                                                            a reflection of one another though opposite’s                                                in more then sex or gender masculine & feminine                                a refelction of me                                           as it is                                                                            a reflection of you                                             a refelction thats true                                       a refection of me                                           we may find in you                                          a reflection of  you                                         we may find in me                                            a relfection in one another we may find in reflecting in us                   what was once incomplete                      now complete                                                  for if half of a whole                                        is half of that                                                   half & half                                                         is                                                                          50 & 50                                                        and                                                 two halves equal                                             a whole                                                             to keep it                                       100 hundred                                   and                                                    5o is a percent of something                        then imgaine                                       someone is my other half                         and                                                               she is fifty percent of me                     maybe it’s her im missing                     maybe it’s her                                                      i should be kissing                                maybe it should be her                                                im never missing                                         but always missing                                     as she is missing me                                    my other half                                                    a refection                                                 indeed more then                                     just a reflection                                              to me    

Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.

Blaze Pascal

PictureS

TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.

·Blaze Pascal

MONDAY, MARCH 13, 2017

Pictures like those i see images appear in reverse then what they should be simular                                       to looking into a mirror                      what i see is reversed a reflection so if it’s a picture i see                          looking in to you it’s not me i see but you looking back at me or what if looking back at me is a reflection of me                                               a soul that mirrors mine                       morring back at me                                                        would                                             you care to agree or disagree ? for if a picture is worth a thousand words can a picture speak                                                   if so what can one say and which way                                                  though it is of no use to those  that are blind or without sight for a picture they can not see                  like words they can not read but words can describe beautiful things                                                        an image so that the blind may perceive and that what was once invisible made visible so that blind may understand                            it is only natural                                        to say one who is blind would be likely to understand                       what those who have                          eyes to see are less likely to perceive                                                  those who are not blind but blinded obviously for event the blind aren’t oblivious to everything                                       to speak of blindness                              for if love is blind                                allow me to give you sight                       so that you may see                               and                                                                  a picture for sore eyes it maybe like a picture of photograph flashing in my minds eye                       and i find                                                                at times more frequently                         it’s you i see                                                   to ask what this mean to you ?                 a question for it does mean something                                                     as to what im either                               sure or unsure of                                       so i rather not say                                        so i may ask                                              what would it mean to you                         if you were feeling the same way ?

Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.

TERRY LEE HAWKINS JR.

·TUESDAY, MARCH 7, 2017

How beautiful you maybe be? How often does it go unnoticed ? How gorgeous one truly maybe not that of looks for beauty is skin deep but beautiful you are indeed even i must admit that from picture’s i sometimes see not always those that enter my minds eye the one that is there no one can see not that many or any ever can for it lies within but one of the main Seven chakra’s this one they call the third eye picture of you enter more frequently is it because we may be operating on the same frequency some times i dont know what to make of  frequent vission i see some maybe lucid others vivid to be honest i much rather not write about some for my own reason’s though with one i can find to talk about everything and nothing i may converse and share with you some of my secrets                   more then likely this for me and my pillow talk where ever she maybe for it maybe you i need when i need comfortability and a set comforting pillows and words to comfort me i dont want it to sound one sided for you want pillow talk with me and i should be there when you are in need                                                         not a poem                                   not a song                                                         no fucking no fighting or arguing just honest words and honesty honestly this is how pillow talk should be                       beautiful words for my most beautiful of birds

Terry Lee Hawkins Jr.

Blaze Pascal