#poemsorta

a culture of criticism will burn itself down society in ruin by our own selfish crowns Watch as you suffer Watch your own chains I’m one of you but i know peace will reign at the fall of their havens their shallow demise they will feel no pleasure they will feel what is empty the pain eternal for the ignorant choice of forgetting we’re equal of forgetting we’re shallow of forgetting that violence is in every word in every stone you throw I feel their bones rattle in me and now you are seeing that time and space become hollow and we continue this train but peace will rain on my head when I’m dying in death when I’m crying I’ll eat all demise when peace does reign

I was demon kind They stole the essence from my mind And corrupted all the lines Me the crude marionette On a string I know you saw what they did bring Maybe now I’ll simply just bring Myself back Out of hell and death and loathing All the same things we do Over and over again But this age Brings freshness Say it over and over again Till I’ve forgotten but still know the meaning I am death and devil it would say And inside trapped is cry I keep asking Did you not believe in Devils Did you not believe But here I go perpetuating The same old dream When everything of course is nothing what it seems No devil at all really So I’ll go on and see What was really torturing me The same old fool Pulling my strings But oh but now This reality is now for this one to see No evil beings Just men playing monsters Prophets Angels and demon kings I know because that was me And still will be Acting Yet still being me Being free Or finding that freedom within Learning the essence of my Deep delving into madness Simple but infinite madness Locked away from the truth The demon in you The demon in me And the demon in you Angels too Whatever we form Out of our brave heads

I am like A sickened thing Didn't believe in Devils When they were all around me Even if my own brain Was pulling their strings Maybe not I'm not so sure The mystery works in me And I am one Who was ready to believe Needing nothing but Everything to save me Living in a womb Of old gods and false men Now I see Hands outstretched To wake this little man's Tomb

i was everyone now i’m left with my own hands and i shake and i wont do what’s set before me nothing knows really what every day is like for this one the horror stalks me the devil found me now I pray to God for something to release me but the real demon is myself I am left with these hands and sometimes all I can see is my own decay nothing knows what I have done and in this life maybe i’ll be passed over human with the rest I live in the fray between worlds and nothing knows this i’m talking to all your dead and here I am chained by my own desires my own lies maybe i’ll burn forever ‘fuck him fuck him you’re him you’re him you’re him” they cry like parasites and whisper “I don’t cry” but they they do and they don’t know what they’re doing killing a sick man I only pray someday justice will be done but maybe this is my justice to live tortured by spirits and my own goddamn twisted head I cry so much now and what cares? what really cares” most beings will pass over this and make their little judgments I don’t really care i’ll let me spew my bullshit now I am not what you perceive of me i am not what I perceive of me but who am I to judge I do the same fucking thing same fucking thing all day I scream nothing knows I let the world rip me apart and you’re all to blame but innocent in it all this is my life this is every day and I wake again tomorrow to face Mephisto again

tired of one dimensional viewpoints all me i’m sure nothing really is ultimately i used them for years to torture me over and over I was pulling the trigger but I was i’m still blind but who among you isn’t every being i’ve known i’ve been wrong about i know that we all are because we assume we write up that’s what we like to do and I used this so much to the point where I almost destroyed my own life and nothing knows what this little demented but still a man and nothing ever seemed to care what it was I saw in the souls of everything but that’s a lie that’s just what I told myself I saw and that’s the whole point I lie I lie I lie I lie but now I am severed from the universe and victim of something that I inherited that wasn’t even my fault like every man does and we still sit here and shame we cast stones at others and the apocalypse at ourselves and I’m riding like death laughing and crying with everything but soon I know soon I will know peace and practice what gives the world it’s balance instead of trying to rape it with ideas and that sounds harsh but look inside me look inside you everything distorted by our own unconscious criticism look at me I do it now and maybe I only talk to myself but this was for what passes by to see

i’m in the jungle and i’m a child wearing red and there’s this guy and i don’t trust him but i never trusted anyone where am i going did i see it now waking the mask of death that was my ultimate demise who am i but the red child now hair as black as a crows and i am wanting to know if i died or what i became

I am a multiplex of characters denied my own right to bring you this to realize my right was this before me and for me to behold if i could just see the wonders are reality are loving and letting be to let the wonders of time and space and future tense and now traverse thee to see there is no problem before thee i’m not jesus i’m not jesus i’m not jesus i’ll say i’m jesus so they know i’m not jesus vanity vanity vanity but we all like to trip i like to try things and everything that seeks wants to try him so i did and i walk the line of so many beings that are and aren’t me even if they were they’re not cause i am and all that bullshit I eat the sky motherfuckers but I will bow to you and I will let you go in peace because love is letting love be not taking not for me to seize when they’re gone i’ll walk among the trees and ill see they’re still here sitting within and around all the time we can only hope to wake to see