#poem6

i’m doing things again they talked about me felt like disclose to pretend uncomfort for me.

pilih jalur aman hidup lurus kerja diperusahaan agency atau cari teman di pub sambil perlebar koneksi.

someone scream to me again "pengusaha bangkrut!" so come get closer friend i’d whispered, minggir pengecut.

people said that just a lucky i have whatever they said, just being fuckin brave.

they talk about me again tak punya skill, gak tau diri they’ll try to kill me again call me Mr. Kennedy.

cause i know im to good to compare i am on my new level, please dont waste ur time for me.

strangers ask to me again why’d you dont feel lonely? dissa have a new boyfriend dont care, they dont pay me.

they raised the fines for littering but won’t arrest people for Adultery even though it’s a felony in Wisconsin

propaganda and conspiracy false allegations & swindlers all before my first cup of coffee each day…

Death on the radio like death is on the corners

shoot outs under the bright lights of gas stations like cameras don’t exist trying to go viral but going to prison first World Star! Till…

Cotton candy clouds

Dance above the haze of town.

Old tales about his youth and

old men who reminisce on his “troubled boyhood”

-The two of us had so much fun-

fill the diner tonight.

 Now, we don’t serve beer,

not anymore

but everyone is drinking it

even the wait-staff.

Now that he’s gone,

 this town seems empty,

deserted. Even

the wind stands at attention

as we salute

as we lament.

Another young soldier

Man

       Husband

Father

        Friend

gone too soon.

 He was willing to die

but we weren’t willing

I never see the sunlight or dawn unless I must. We are not lovers. We do not yearn for each other’s touch. The brightness, the shy obstruction, I would happily live the rest of my days without her. Yes, darling, you are beautiful. Yes, sweetheart, you are beyond compare. You are loud and wild, but I’m doing just fine without your love.

The pulse of life

Felt from the side of my neck

What fingertips across my skin

Causes such a stirring in my heart?

I don’t know you very well but

My mind, just as my lips,

Wonder if

They’d settle against yours

Quite nicely,

And within silence

Hear the music of

Two beating hearts

Like you in my thoughts,

But when I wake it's only me again.