#pocketofweird

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Thanks for the ask (and sorry about the delay)! :)

I love love love this title because there are so many different ways you could interpret it.

I think for a fic with this title, I’d love to write something where Padmé goes missing or something and Anakin is put into this horrible position where he’s really worried about her, but he’s desperately trying to make it seem like nothing’s wrong.

Of course, Obi-Wan and Ahsoka see that he’s upset and know that it’s because of what happened.  But Palpatine’s pulling the strings too, and he’s forced to move a lot of things forward to push Anakin over the edge.

And with Palpatine in his ear and the stress of not knowing what’s happening to Padmé (along with some not-so-good dreams), Anakin would probably feel like he’s being pulled in so many directions, and, well…

Things go sideways :)

ahhh thank you! i’m glad you like it :D

every choice she’s made has been questioned and criticized and now it’s second nature to criticize her own decisions. is she doing this right? and she doesn’t know.

she’s so unused to this freedom. her entire life had been set out for her. she was meant to be a navy officer as great as her dad and then her sister. that was how she would honor the ferin name. and now that she chose a path of freedom and friendship that future that she’s been prepared for all her life is. completely gone. and she’s wondering where to go next. what’s her future? she’s only ever had one.

god . i am squeezing her like a stress ball she means sooo fucking much to meeeeee….

and she’s always reaching out it’s subtle but she’s trying. she cares for her crew and she may not show it through bear hugs like chip or pledges of loyalty like fill. but she loves them it’s always been subtle. cleaning their weapons if their dirty or just being a shoulder to lean on or a person to vent to. she cares and she can’t figure out if they care because . her family’s way of caring was so so different. and she. man :( head in hands.

SCREAMING. yesyes JAY i love herr.

ok. i will die on this hill flight risk by tommy lefroy is sooo god damn jay <3333

ough. she tried to leave chip and gill because their safety was more important than her happiness. she’s willing to give herself up and go back to a life she hates. for them. and she doesn’t open up she won’t open up because she can’t. and she’s a flight risk. she was a spy she was meant to betray them and work for the navy…. and her just BEING with her crew is endangering tham all because everyone knows the ferins. <333

ALSO ALSO I HAVE TO INCLUDE 2 SONGS bird song by florence + the machines ok hear me out

she tries to suffocate her problems make them disappear and . lots of her problems are enteral they come from HER. (unreliable narrator stuff) she isn’t “brave” enough to stand up to her family she isn’t strong enough to defeat her father she isn’t good enough for her crew. just man. also i feel like her dream with the sun and how it burned her when she got closer. has some ties to this. <333

hahaha yeah……