Our third edition of the Black History Month Author Spotlight series, features Kiki (@scapegoated-if)!
(Iām rly happy to have gotten to know Kiki better through the feature, and the interview contains really interesting insights on gender and race-locked main characters in interactive fiction, among other things! If you havenāt yet played Scapegoated (and if youāre a fan of Infamous/music IFs, definitely give it a go!)
Author: Kiki
Born and raised North London, but ethnic background Jamaican (my parents are a part of the Windrush Gen)
Short blurb:
Scapegoated is about a female musician in a band that is seguing into an acting career. She is facing a lot of blame and scandal regarding the split between her band that happened in 1968. Not only are a lot of the general public hurt and angry about it, but so is an infamous serial killer that has been terrorising the west coast...
Quotes from the interview
Iām from North London. My parents moved to London when they were children from the Caribbean and are a part of the Windrush generation. I am a black, bisexual woman growing up in the UK, a place that tends to disguise its wider prejudices as a classist issue in all cases.
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A huge part of my love for music is strongly intertwined with my relationship with my late father. He passed away in June of 2023, and he was very much so kickinā it in the ā70s. He was a DJ throughout his life, so the legacy of LPs that he left behind was unspeakable and very ā70s.
Read on for the full interview!
Tell me more about yourself! What are some things new readers or long-time readers might not know about you?
I graduated from a Russell Group university with an English Literature BA (Hons). I think a part of me has always wanted to be a writer in some capacity; I know that Iāve always wanted to write a book. So, I think beginning this IF has existed for me as a gateway to see what that would be like. I thought of it as a brainteaserāthe prospect of exploring different outcomes and different pathways that a character may undertake. It has been challenging, dare I say more challenging than writing an actual book, but thatās exactly what I wanted out of this process.
Can you tell me a bit about what youāre working on right now and your journey into interactive fiction? What inspired the game/story youāre currently writing?
My best friend introduced me to the world of interactive fiction one day last year. She introduced Infamous to me and asserted that I would really like it because Iām a huge music nerd. Of course I fell in love with the characters and the world, but I also fell in love with the format of IFs.Ā
A huge part of my love for music is strongly intertwined with my relationship with my late father. He passed away in June of 2023, and he was very much so kickinā it in the ā70s. He was a DJ throughout his life, so the legacy of LPs that he left behind was unspeakable and very ā70s. I am a huge music lover with such a wide-spanning eclectic taste, but the period of music post-āDylan going electricā, post-āElvis being on the outā, Quincy Jones (rest in king) and Beatlemania is just everything to me, so the idea for Scapegoated came into my life in a very natural way. I knew that whichever story I told, I wanted it to explore the Sunset Strip, groupies, rock ān roll, The Beatles, The Manson Family and Cher all at its core.Ā
I am of the opinion that coverage of the ā70s music scene has been run into the ground lately. There has been a resurgence of nostalgia within the public consciousness when reflecting upon this time due to Daisy Jones & The Six, which was one of my favourite shows the year it was released. So, including Hollywood and murder was my attempt at innovation.
How has your identity, heritage/background, upbringing, or personal experiences influenced your storytelling or writing process? OR How does your work feature aspects of your identity / experience?
Iām from North London. My parents moved to London when they were children from the Caribbean and are a part of the Windrush generation. I am a black, bisexual woman growing up in the UK, a place that tends to disguise its wider prejudices as a classist issue in all cases. I am writing Scapegoated as someone that has only been to the US twice for two weeks at a time. I am writing Scapegoated as someone that can only relate to two aspects of my main character. I am writing Scapegoated as someone that has experienced discrimination and has been scarred by instances of discrimination. In university, I tended to be quite outspoken; in my first year, I felt quite ostracised by my predominantly white cohort during the BLM movement, because I seemed to be the only one willing to speak out in favour of it.
When I first wrote Scapegoated, I was inboxed on Tumblr and replied to on the Choice of Games Forum with genuine curiosity about my choice to gender and race lock my protagonist. This is an excerpt of my response:
I didnāt want to have a self-insert MC because I wanted to ensure that the conversations had revolving these social issues and the murders that unfold arenāt danced around. Perspective is an extremely important factor in that, and I want to ensure that the MC is directly involvedārather than just there as things happen because it wouldnāt be interactive. [...] Initially when I planned this story, before it was titled and the only thing I knew was that I wanted to write an IF about the '70s music scene, it was neither gender or race locked [...]. But I did toy with my ideas by self-inserting (Iām a black woman) when I was attempting to figure out the logistics of gameplay. Thatās when I realised that due to the time period and all of the change that was happening at the time, social issues had to be discussed.
To this day, I am extremely proud of my decision and the conviction in my decision. I asserted a level of loyalty to the story I am telling in a way that I didnāt know I was capable of; retrospectively, I think I took a kind of power in it. But I really love the story I am telling and the range of representation.Ā
I am trying to work the line of prioritising my vision, all the while giving weight and importance to my readersā opinions in the way that these very interesting and thorough opinions deserve. It warms my heart that even one person might care about my characters just as much as I do.
what are some of the most rewarding or challenging aspects of writing Interactive Fiction for you?
Songwriting. Iām tragic at it, but I like to think Iām self-aware enough. There are different characters with different voices and different reasonings behind their songwriting styles. I struggle to ensure that their songwriting oozes with their individual personalities.Ā
What does your writing process look like? Any rituals or habits? Any tips, tricks, philosophies or approaches that have worked very well for you?
Story beats. However, planning and writing can exist as two entirely different realms to me. What I think the story may be, can develop into something entirely new all on its own once I begin to write. Sometimes characters that I think I know transform into someone entirely new once I start to get to know them through writing their dialogue. Iāve experienced this with several characters already. On the contrary, some characters are so secure in my mind that they canāt be anything other than who Iāve introduced them to myself as.
I really love the writing process Iāve conjured up. It hasnāt failed me yet, but it isnāt secureāwriting can never be anything other than an insecure process. Writing, for me, always remains in a constant stage of planning.
Do you have favourite interactive fiction games, characters, scenes or authors that youād like to recommend?
I have received a lot of IF recommendations due to how new I am to IFs. I truly havenāt read very many, so all I can recommend to anybody are the 3 IFs that I have read which I each loved enormously: Infamous; College Tennis: Origin Story; and Apartment 502.
If you were to say one thing to your readers, other authors, and/or the interactive fiction community: what would it be?
I only got here in December, and so far everyone has been extremely welcoming and helpful. Honestly, I have no notes. All I can do is encourage everyone to give writing a chance. Itās been so fruitful and rewarding for me, so I strongly urge everyone to give it a shot if youāre considering it. Stop thinking, just do!
Any books, music, movies etc. youāre obsessed with at the moment, or which changed your life (or perspectives on something)?
Iām currently reading Iām With The Band by Pamela Des Barres as research for my IF, which has been a great insight into the mindset of groupies on an intimate level.
As for something that changed my life, I recently watched Sing Sing (2024)--which wasnāt something I did in relation to Scapegoated, I am just an avid film-watcherāand it was such an incredible de-stigmatising eye into the prison system. An extremely important watch for Black History Month, too!
This-or-that segment: (bold = Kiki's pick)
Coffee or tea?
Early mornings or late nights?
City or countryside?
Angsty or Cozy romances? (Or enemies-to-lovers or best-friends-to-lovers?)Ā Ā
Steady progress or frenzied binge-writing followed by periods of calm?
Summer or Winter?
First drafts or editing?
Introvert or extrovert?
Plotter or pantser?
Characters or plot first?
Kikiās custom āeither-orā pairing: writing in silence or with music playing?
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