“I know you can take it all,” I whisper right into the curve of your ear, hands on your hips keeping you still and bent over the end of our bed “shh, that’s it…you’ve taken bigger, let’s not start whining now.”
Look at you. Bare and open, all for me to see every inch of you in your most venerable state.
“M—mommy, p—please—” You beg, voice almost to the point of vibration—the desperation leaking out of you. “Please!”
“Hush now, Mommy’s got everything in hand,” I watch as I begin to push the medium sized plug in, slow and careful, feeling your muscles tightening as I edge it past your rim. You feel it all. “stop clenching, breathe for me,” My palm lay firmly on your lower back, pushing slightly and you finally stopped clenching.
You took a nice deep breath just like I’d taught you and then with a pop the plug settled inside nicely. “Perfect.” I cooed, my hand feeling over the curve of your ass, the warmth spreading to my skin and then with a gentle push of my finger, I pressed on the plug confirming it was secured between your cheeks “good girl.”
I never moved too fast, I always watched you, keeping a careful eye before moving towards the next thing. Your hands were gripping the edge of the bed, thighs shaking, but not from fear, no, it was the anticipation of what came next, of what you knew and had been waiting for.
“Colour sweetheart?”
“Green.” You said quickly, making sure I knew you were absolutely okay, and wanted to continue “I promise.”
“Okay then, let’s continue,” I walked over the drawer, pulling out your favourite strap. The purple one. I saw the way your ears and mouth twitched wanting to turn—to see what I was doing, but as per my rules you stayed still. You didn’t move a muscle. You just listened and let the plug settle fully between your cheeks.
Although I wouldn’t tell you, at least not yet, I was very proud of the restraint you showed.
“Bed. On your back. Legs apart.” I demanded, as I slowly stepped in and buckled the harness of the strap around my waist.
It took you less than a second to move—I’d never seen you in such a hurry, but I think you needed this now more than you ever had done before, and I would give it to you.
Every inch, you would feel it.
